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Part 2 June 25 1030 pm

OK sunday!!! Well i was suppose to prepare cell word with alden. Ok my cell group. We each take turns in pairs to prepare cell word. So like it was alden and my turn. But we had a hectic week due to camps and other stuff. Then on saturday night like 1130 alden suddenly remebered that we were suppose to do. Thank God alden had errr the powerpoint. And thank God for joelw and that he was awake. He like stayed up one hour to give me a crash course on suffering, predestination and choice. So thanks joelw. Arhhh i felt like a dumbass asking joel those questions. Its totally like math. when he explains it. It just seems so logical and simple and easy. So i totally felt like a dumbass. There is like so much knowledge in the world. So many things that we can learn from God and we are wasting our time by slacking. lol. Im a hypocrite. Anyway think about this. Imagine that there was no God. And that you were created by "chance" So after you die. Where will you go. You cant think you can feel, you cant speak, you dont remeber anything. Your whole life on earth willl be pointless. Unless you did something good and great for mankind.

Ok so anyway. Back to sunday. After joel's crash course I sort of knew what to say and ask. Then came the big day. I felt like poning sermon to do the cell word. but seriously thank God that i didnt worship was good. I cried. Cause like i spent little time with God. And i only went to him during the bad times to ask him for help and comfort. So i felt like a dick. Then during worship. I could really feel that God said it is ok and that he forgives me. And he knows i dont want to do all those shit. Yeah so thank God for God. Oh ok then it was cell. Ok heres the funny part. Alden and i didnt practice with each other at all. So i prayed the night before that God would just take over and help us. Cause the last time alden and i did celll word it kinda of suck.

Ok the next funny part. Our cell leader was like ok, we are combining cell groups. Then alden and I were like YES!!!! we are saved we dont have to teach anymore. Then my cell leader finished her sentence, because the person who was suppose to lead isnt here today. Then alden and i were like oh noo... more people to teach. Ok well I started the word. Tried to keep it as lively and fun as possible. But i must say the cell group is kinda of dead. Mund says that his group is alright, they always have discussions and such. But i feel that the other two cell groups. ( my cluster has three cell groups, am i right alden,leroy and mund?) I feel that the other two are like pretty uninterested and pretty dead. LOL. Its like only when they are asked questions or something then they will partiscipate. Well i tried to ask as many people questions as i could. Which i felt was good. Tried my best to make them participate. Alden was good too. So on the whole lesson learnt prayer works. Even when your cards sux. Well had soccer after that.

Oh by the way. i think i should reduce the times i play soccer to twice a week. My left leg hurts. Im going to try what mok asked me to do. And see what happens. Thx mok for the advise btw. Errr well im thinking of joing flag football. Cause it seems fun. Ok what else happen on sunday. Oh i scored a goal that i can be proud of. And jerome i think i have a different set of thinking from you in soccer. Somethings i can understand. But somethings like today's one. I disagree. I just have a different thought. OK time to plan for operation hansel and gretel. This is going to be fun.

Ok alex out. I see you when i see you.

10:21 PM

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