good holly molly 30 nov 2009

ok its time i updated my blog.


caleb: you coped my song. lol and thanks for the blog post


sex god: lol how do you know that?


ok well anyway, church camp is coming up. Cant wait. Action packed week again. I love action packed weeks. ok lets see what is up for the week




mon: Today was normal. My mom was chasing me out of the house. Had two kit kats for breakfast, didnt really listen much for AAA. Sharing during pep was good. I have to write down what i said. I find grace

frustrating. not grace grace, but God's grace. Well im the kind of person who believes in justice and fairness and all that. So when i do something wrong, im thankfull that God forgave me of my sins. But at the sametime

i dont like the fact, that i get away free without doing anything without going through a trial or anything. At the sametime i know that no matter what i do i can never cover up my own sins.



And it sucks feeling soo weak. AND AT THE SAMETIME God has already covered this sin of pride and wanting to do things my way. Lol my mind works very logically, i lie on my bed thinking about stuff. which i know many people do.lol well i know whats the lesson that i learnt for the this period that God has taught

me. Why Christ must die for us and why cant God just create us as mindless robots. Its cause he gave us free will, and redemption is better then forcing us. Through redemption, you will then know what you are saved from. Im still not sure what it means to be grace conscious. I guess like part of it is knowning what kind shit you were saved from. And there is a way out of all this shit. Cause i have learnt that the end of the day, it comes back to man cant do it by himself.



Its like doing math sums and no matter how you change the equations you still get the same answer. God. Haha i dont feel frustrated now. good.


tue: i have to lead pep again. Hmmm things are going abit bad in yfc. ok my eyes hurt.goodnight


oh and i colour my blog so its easier for you to read. Yes you goodnight.
dam its december already.

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