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Feeling great 24 june 2010

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I feel great, i have gotten out of the hole. God loves me, i feel on top of the world. I just look back and wonder if you are feeling the same way as i am. lol ill pray for you.

England won whooo hooo. Today was a fun day with the np yfc people. full of laughter and blessings from the lord. Amazing day. Glad i went. ok cant wait for the rest of the days. Thur work Friday soccer sat cell and sunday soccer whooo hoooooo

Sec 1 leaders retreat.20 june 2010

2010-06-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

Neo: weakling

Sec 1 leaders retreat was really a great time. It was really well placed and timed. and i thank God for it.

haha love the survivor game on the last night was really fun. This is how i pictured my cell group to be. I really thank God for bringing me to Faith. Methodist. Finally somewhere that feels like home. ok not finally as in finally at the sec 1 leader's retreat. But yeah for i think the past 2 years.

Day 1: Went to leroy's house to practice the bass. Watched a recap episode of myth busters. I like the myth busters team. lol. I wouldnt mind being stuck on a island with them. And there really is cheap food at leroy's place. After that went home to pack my stuff and headed down to church. Yong zhi was a bit pissed at the fact that all the ocean leaders were late. wow moment. Met leroy and gail. went to get dinner. Ate at the pantry. Mund came along. Looks like he is getting back in the shape of his glory days.

Went upstairs. Sang songs. Hannah time of teaching. Learnt a couple of things from that session. Found out more about Yi peng and Hannah. lol it was sweet. You got to admit that. Mos important thing i learnt from her session was on how we as humans constantly need to be filled from God. If not how is it possible for us to give to others. And yeah the analogy of hitting the cup until it breaks in search of water, which was never inside in the first place. I totally get that.

That seems to be what im going through now. Emptiness in my own cup but still wanting to give out to others even though there is very little water in my cup and just really doing it out of my own strength, which will one day cause my own cup to break.

Which seems to be the theme these 2 weeks. About letting go, surrendering it all to God and really just having a meaningful relationship with him.

Yeah but that aside, it was really touching and heart warming to see my fellow leaders and friends all being touched by God during Hannah's session. It was just so heart warming to see them wanting God to work in their lives and just seeing God loving them. Tears. It was then I was reminded that everything is going to be ok. That God is working even when we dont see it, or dont ask for it.

After that had the practice session. Felt that i wasnt ready. Wanted to do something. But didnt know what. So i ended up doing pretty much nothing before sleeping. oh but i did sit and heard some interesting things said about tongues that night. And alicia can sing. That was a eyebrow raising moment for me.

Woke up the next morning. Aircon was cold. Had to use like my other two shirts to cover myself. Dam knew that i should have brought the jacket. I always think that its going to be ok. since i got my fats and cause i survived sabah. Agrh.... ok the next time i have a camp, im going to bring my jacket.

Had a nice shower. I love showers. I love water. lol

The next lesson was taught by yi peng. That was another good session of sharing.

after that had the food challenge which my team won. Tacos are nice. I think i shall make one tmr. Since i have a cold storage near my house.

After that was yong zhi's session. Which was very enlightening for me. Yeah thats all i guess.

400th post 9th june 2010

2010-06-10T00:10:00.001+08:00

whooo hooo its my 400th post. To celebrate this occasion i shall do something. But i got to think what i want to do first.

Lets see what has happened so far.

I finished my test today. Medsoc. Lots of irrelevant things that we have to learn in that topic. Played like 2 rounds of monopoly deal before that. Maybe i shouldnt have done that.

Lol yeah. Ok so i have two more projects to go. Have to get it done before friday.

Yeah and ill be going overseas from friday night all the way till tue morning. So see you on wednesday then. If i dont see you for soccer tmr or whatever im doing on friday.

and yesterday i realised what the fuss about my pants is all about. I just realised that my pants are dam big.
ok gtg bb

Depressed June 8th 2010

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Today's Bible reading is on Isaiah 43: 1-4

Verse 1 reads:

Do not be afraid for I have ransomed you. I have called you by name; you are mine.

Well i think recently i have been through a slump and was feeling kind of depressed. Sometimes I would just lie on my bed just thinking and thinking. I want to sleep but i just cant stop thinking.

I know this that God is with me. He loves me. Everything is going to be ok. I have done many wrong things in my life. I do want to change. I am going to fall again. But im just going to keep trying again. Confidence that with God, all things can be done. Its going to be hard. But its going to be done. Sometimes it just sucks, the feeling of falling again and again. When a big part of you doesnt want to fall. But just because of temptation and human stupidity that you just keep falling. I guess its about accepting the fact that as humans we are bound to fall. But with God we can pick ourselves up and try again. As we keep on trying and walking closer to God, i know that we are going to fall less often.

Ok now to sort out my life. I have an exam on wed and a project due on friday. I havent started on either. But its going to be done.

I know why im depressed.

ohhhhh ohhh sorry i forgot about tag replies

HI TIMMY!!!! lol

Hg: lol seeing, reading, deciphering are all three very different things

Alden: Yeah swat kats. they should make a movie out of it.

Jerome: lol amanda bynes.... sigh... too bad she has gone all bad. She's not that pretty now, and she is a maxium cover girl.

azan: NO cleaner of persia. AND SOCCER BO?

Depressed June 8th 2010

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Depressed June 8th 2010

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good old cartoons

2010-06-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

One day im going to print out everything i have written on this blog and put it in a nice box and store it somewhere. lol 90 years old Alex is going to have a fun time.

Ok lets see what happened today on the 7th of June 2010

In the morning i went to church. For some reason my alarm clock rang 12 mins late. I really have to change my phone.

Errr went to church. Came a bit late. JUST A BIT. But then i had to go and shit. So off i went. I think this was the first time

lol i was looking back on youtube, on all the cool hip funky cartoons i use to watch. I LOVE THE YEAR THAT I WAS BORN IN. I got the best of both worlds. I love the cartoons that i grew up with. And when i was young, i didnt play much computer cause my parents didnt really like computer games or games like xbox and playstation. They say its because they dont make you think. So i went for classes like swimming akido and everything else. And when i was free i just watched cartoons. ahhhh the good old days man. now when i look at some of the cartoons that my brother john watches, its really just not that same anymore.

Do you remember speed gonzalez?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37Q5cDj1zL4

Or captain planet?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcJI87u3DoQ&feature=related

haha i love captain planet

OHHHHH SHIT THE SWAT KATS MY GOODNESS I REMEMBER THIS. THIS SHOW WAS AWESOME!!!!!! IM GOING TO FIND AND WATCH THIS AGAIN. I STILL DONT KNOW THE END!!!!!!

AHHHHH AND THIS ONE THE DOUBLE DRAGON I USE TO WATCH THIS ALOT

ahhhh and the classic samurai jack. One of the coolest friction guy ever. I wanted to be just like him last time.

hahaha another classic, this guy never fails to put a smile on my face.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzdR421Ekv8
jim carrey did a great job by the way.

AHHHHHH AND THIS ONE!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3vhpk7DhZM&feature=related

SO MANY GREAT CARTOONS. I FEEL LIKE WATCHING THEM ALL OVER AGAIN.

wait wait there is more

ITS..... ALLLL THAT!!!!
SUGAR AND COFFEE!!!!

ken and kel

who loves orange soda? i do. is it true???? i dooo i doo i dooo oooo

Sian... i hate feeling sian.... 5 june 2010

2010-06-05T01:35:00.000+08:00

Ok young jun was right, the new wonder girls song is messed up. The video that is. The song was ok the first time i heard it,but i think its not bad after i heard it the second time. ahhhh after school is coming to singapore. Ken should be happy.

Sian... i feel so sian.... these days. I honestly just feel like playing soccer. I want to play like luke wilshere lol Yes he is a real player. Go find out who he is.

I think i feel so sian..... and i dont know why. Ok i wouldnt say not sure why, i just need to think reflect and pray.

Do i have too many things in my life?

What do i want?

lol i think right now i just want to sit in a nice cool pool. Its times like this i wish i stayed in a condo. I would just go down and swim.

ok tomorrow is another day, full of stuff.

Azan the cleaner of persia 30 may 2010

2010-06-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

ok this is just for blogging sake.
I think all this happened last week.

newspapers recycling uk: Yeah i recently read this article about how its compulsory for medium and big size companies in the United Kingdom to recycle their trash. If not its punishable by the law. I think what the writer said about Singapore being a 1st world country but acting like a third world country when it comes to recycling. I think it should be compulsory for companies to recycle their stuff.

focus group: went for a focus group. My friend was conducting a research on the service on stationary shops. My first focus group. It was interesting. Not really the kind i had in min though. I had a picture of people sitting down and discussing stuff. Sadly there was no discussion, more of just voicing out your opinions.

project done: Yes thank you Lord. Even though deb and i were sick, we still manage to finish 3 of our projects. And quite nicely and well done i must add.

jogged: nice good to know mac donald that day didnt affect my jogging.

azan cleaner of Persia NO SENSE OF TIME.

lol met the youth team for the prince of persia movie. Really good movie. Maybe its just me, but i love the chemistry between the princess and distan. I feel like naming my son distan and david now. lol.
yeah but the movie really made me think about some stuff.

Forum springs 1 June 2010

2010-06-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

haha forum springs. This is an interesting thing that someone came up with. To the paparazzi inside me, its a fantastic invention. I think its in a way, way better than a blog. Cause i think if the person is open enough you can find out a lot of things about a person.

Sigh... but i feel i shouldn't be a busy body and go find out about people. You can always find out different cool stuff about different people by asking the right questions.

Like a rain coat or an umbrella.

Ok this week looks like an action packed week. I love an action packed week. hmmmm and i think i should be studying. I have one common test. I shall start tomorrow.

Cant wait for the world cup to start.

Whooo hooo its june. Cant wait for the leaders retreat as well.

Jack and his shiny red toy 31 may 2010

2010-05-31T04:11:00.000+08:00

It was an interesting session that day in church during cell. Which happened two days ago. Considering that im currently typing this at 235am on a monday morning. ok hold on i shall go get a drink. Actually you guys arent going to hold on. You will just keep on reading and reading. lol. ok back.

Ok heavy christian stuff coming up. if you want to skip. you can skip to the bottom. Christian stuff is in red.

Yeah anyway it was interesting during cell that day. Leroy was leading. We did on the chapter of luke 13 and 14. It was interesting cause it made me think. Think about why do i do all the things i do. Why i am who i am. Yeah the whole carrying the cross thing. I mean defiantly carry the cross is hard. I still stand by what i said in cell, that i do not see carrying the cross as totally as a burden. I do believe that its something from God and i mean if God loves you then wouldnt he want to bless you and you know love you? dam i sound like jerome. lol. Yeah but makes sense what jerome said about God. Yeah so anway back to the cell thing. Yeah so carrying the cross daily, i just dont like how it sounds like a bad thing. Like oh you are going to suffer and you arent going to like it. I believe that it will all be worth it. And defiantly God said that he will help us, he will give us everything we need to overcome challenges in life. Whats more he will never give us challenges that we cannot overcome. AND i mean if you have God in you and God by your side. Considering logically that he will not only help you but also empower you, then how can carrying the cross be always such a suffering and difficult thing. Cant some part of it be nice and enjoyable?

Yeah i like to think that carrying the cross is like naruto having the kyubi in him. Like the kyubi and the holy spirit is something inside us that will empower us to do greater things.

Ok wait i still havent answered the main question. Yeah so agree. That carrying the cross is difficult. I think sometimes one of the most difficult situations to be in. Is to not choose what is right and what is wrong. But rather choose what you want and what you need. Seems like the whole of last week, that is what God has been teaching me that. And how wonderful God is to even use the thing i want the most to tell me that no it is not what you need. Right now i hope. ok back to choosing what you want and what you need.

Hmmmm. how should i phrase this? Sometimes the actions that i take. I take them cause i feel and know that is what Jesus would have wanted me to do. Yeah so this is where carrying the cross becomes hard. Doing not what you want but what Jesus wants. At the same time knowing that God loves you, you know that doing what Jesus wants will ultimately benefit you. So in the same way with the kyubi and naruto. When naruto uses the kyubi in him, he doesnt only get the power but also the will of the kyubi which is evil. But for us humans its the other way around. Cause we are born with sin, our will isnt always good. But the holy spirit one is. It is good and i think that is what they mean by letting God or the holy spirit take over your life. But to me it isnt that much of taking over your life. When both your will and the holy spirit's will is in sync it is as good as one will. And the same will. Ok i hope that made sense. ok i guess you can also say that sometimes when you realise that God's will for you is the best, you will let his will be your will. So in that way it is submitting to him i guess.

On a side note. Young soo thinks that talking to yourself is weird. The only time i dont like thinking to myself is when i want to sleep. I cant sleep cause my head is thinking about stuff. agrh....

ok its 342am. just one last thing i have to write so that future alex can read.

One day i was thinking, i suppose you can say day dream cause i had some free time. So i wrote this story on a piece of paper.

Jack was a little boy. Jack would walk past this toy shop everyday. Everyday, Jack would see the other kids looking at the latest toys, the shiny big red ones, the newest toys. But for Jack he didnt like those toys that were big and fancy or cool. Jack liked the nice one tucked away in the corner. That one over there, with no price tag. The other kids didnt seem to see the toy at all. They were all too busy looking at the other ones. Jack wondered to himself why dont other kids like the toy that was tucked in the corner. He wondered how something so cool. Could still be in the toy shop. Why hadn't some one already buy it. Why didn't it have a price tag? Everyday Jack would just walk past the shop and stare at the nice toy tucked away in the corner. Jack didn't dare go into the shop to buy the toy cause Jack had no money. But Jack promised himself, that he will work hard to save up for that toy. And one day ill try to buy that toy.

One day as Jack stared at the toy, the old shop keeper saw Jack looking at the toy. He smiled at Jack. For some strange reason, Jack felt as if the shop keeper was trying to tell Jack that he had found something special. And the shop keeper would wait as long as he had to for Jack to buy that toy. As if almost telling Jack that he would save that toy for him.

Jack never forgot that incident. He always kept that in his mind and the toy ofcourse when he was working.

One day, Jack did what he would do normally; pass by the shop and look at the toy. To his great despair, he saw all the kids looking at the toy tucked away in the corner. All the shop keeper did was to give the toy a new fresh coat of paint. And now suddenly every kid in the shop wanted that toy. Jack didnt know what to do. All the kids were admiring the toy that he wanted. Even the rich kids with their big fat wallets. It wasn't wrong of them to do so. If it wasn't wrong, why was he feeling so sad? Jack thought to himself. Jack realized that he was sad cause there was a chance that the toy that he wanted was going to be gone. Forever and ever. He will never see it again.

With tears in his eyes, he looked at the kind old shop keeper. The shop keeper looked back at Jack and gave him a wide toothy kind smile. A smile that warmed Jack's heart and strangely gave him a sense of hope.

Jack my boy, get of your seat, the toy isn't bought yet.

Jack and his shiny red toy 31 may 2010

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Ok heavy christian stuff coming up. if you want to skip. you can skip to the bottom. Christian stuff is in red.

Yeah i like to think that carrying the cross is like naruto having the kyubi in him. Like the kyubi and the holy spirit is something inside us that will empower us to do greater things.

On a side note. Young soo thinks that talking to yourself is weird. The only time i dont like thinking to myself is when i want to sleep. I cant sleep cause my head is thinking about stuff. agrh....

ok its 342am. just one last thing i have to write so that future alex can read.

One day i was thinking, i suppose you can say day dream cause i had some free time. So i wrote this story on a piece of paper.

One day as Jack stared at the toy, the old shop keeper saw Jack looking at the toy. He smiled at Jack. For some strange reason, Jack felt as if the shop keeper was trying to tell Jack that he had found something special. And the shop keeper would wait as long as had to for Jack to buy that toy. As if almost telling Jack that he would save that toy for him.

Jack never forgot that incident. He always kept that in his mind and the toy ofcourse when he was working.

sin and all its agrh.... ness 25 may 2010

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sigh... sin. Hate it. Hate it cause, the devil plays tricks like, its ok this time is different, this sin you can do, its ok That can kind of thing, the devil makes it seem that sin is ok and its fine to do it that its different. When in actual fact all the sin are the same. Gets you into the same situation every time. which is irritating cause you know you are going to get into the same situation and yet you still do it.

Irritating.

Yeah ok i have a project due today at 5pm. I know God will help me.

He is already helping me now.

Haha. Anyway one of the reasons why i like my church is cause, of its toilets. Faith takes good care of its toilets. The toilet papers are of good quality too. Speaking of shit. I need to start working on those questionnaire questions. OK see you soon.

Mrsh project agrh...24 may 2010

2010-05-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah i think im just going to do that. Right now it seems like i cant do anything much.
Seems like God was right a long, he always is. Haha. I think it has been affecting me quite a bit.

ok i guess its back to blogging again

wow the new nike ad of the 2010 world cup is really good!!! if you have been living under a rock for the past week like my friend leroy, please do go and check it out. ITS LIKE THE MOST AWESOME video nike has ever came up with.

So far projects have been good. I think im doing well in in class. Im ok with my class. Got to know a few people better. There are some people who i thought werent Christians then later i found out they were. and Christians for quite a some time too. Yeah they were sprouting f words out of their mouth like nothing. One of them is a girl. So i was quite taken back. sigh.... two things i hate to see or hear coming out of a girl's mouth. The fword and smoke. Everything i see it or hear it, i just look away and go sigh... I dont know why. Maybe its just me but to me its like how oil and water will never mix and shouldnt mix. Yeah so now this is making me think how Jesus would want us to act as Christians. and why Christians are still put on this planet and not called back to heaven. Its cause one of the best ways the world is going to see Christ is through Christians, how we react to situation and hold ourselves.

this is what one of my friends (daryl woo) said:
shall delight in trials, difficulties, persecutions, so that Christ's strength can be seen through me.

So true. so dam true. The greater the sin, the more grace of God is shown in our lives. Another thing one of my friends (jerome chua) said. Yeah so i think it applies to myself a lot. Considering that im quite low in terms of spiritually. I wouldn't said im low in the spirit. Cause all Christians arent low in the spirit. The holy spirit is always there in our hearts. Its just how much we want him to be in control of our lives. And as a Christians i always hated when the bible used the words like control and slave. It always made God look like in a way selfish and domineering. Which i totally felt God wasnt. Yeah then it came to me. Of how it wasnt control but i think the proper word would be in sync. When our heart's will is in sync with God's will. When we finally realise that God's will is the same as our will, cause he wants the best for us, cause he loves us. And how then we let the holy spirit unleash its power in our lives, its strength and wisdom. Its like in geek terms, when naruto goes 5 tails and allows the kyubi to come out. Its the same way with a Christian. All Christians have a kyubi living in them.

And thats quite a scary thing. A scary good thing. Imagine all the things that Christians could accomplish.

Sat: The soccer competition didnt go so well i guess. But considering how the team has not played together before. Then i think its rather ok. Really needed that scoring touch. Dominated possesion, even against the good teams. Just couldn't finish. Didnt go for cell after that cause i had some family dinner to attend to. It was rather nice i guess, Got to eat shark's fin soup and abalone. Oh at my wedding there isnt going to be any shark's fin soup. Against it.

Speaking of weddings. There is a course in Singapore for wedding planners. 9,200 dollars for a course on how to be a wedding planner. Yes when i was young, i wanted to be a wedding planner. I still do a little.

Agrh... cough. I will get better!
Agrh... mrsh project. Still have to do it even if i hate it. And considering how my group mates aren't that fantastic. Looks like its just Deb and I, but i think its good enough.

Starcraft 2 looks good.

Caleb said something very interesting in the van on the trip to dinner. He said something like, Not getting together with a girl before ns cause it will screw up your relationship with her, ns is a relationship breaker and something about waiting after ns and if both of you are meant to be together, she will be there and trusting God.

I think i should go get the book after im done with the stupid mrsh project.

Yeah cant wait for the upcoming world cup and thank God my dad wants to buy it. Now that i think about it, my dad doesnt really care that much about money when it comes to something he wants. Which sometimes can be a bad thing. Oh and my brother took out my corn. It was more painful than the other corn.

Hmmm what else has happened in my life. Nothing much i guess. ok goodnight world.

noted 22 may 2010

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this is crazy. I have a soccer competition tomorrow. and im having team problems now. Lol. One striker sick, another one has to do project. I have a bad feeling about this. I have to go pray about this.

Lol hi JJ, i see you are still alive. Good to know that. Yes i took 4. Crazy i know.

Yeah the thing about my cough, is that i have no phlegm, its like some kind of dry cough

yeah ok i have stuff to do, ill update some other time.

im back 20 may 2010

2010-05-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

YES THANK YOU GOD. i can blog. Whooo hooo.

I think im finally recovered from my fever and flu, my spark is back. I would say humor but i think its more gayness then humor.

Through my time being sick. I have learnt a few things. Some of them i have already learnt before i guess.

1) when i get sick i get sick bad.
2) one of the good things i look forward to when im sick, is that i lose weight
3) I know im going to get sick, when my bones ache, my whole body feels cold and i dont feel like eating
4) I know im going to get better, when i sweat or when i can say stupid things
5) There are many remedies to cure flu fever and cough
6) Remedies include, lempsic tablets, salt water, water, chinese black sticky gooey medicine, vitamin c tablets, i assure you if my grandma was in singapore there will be atleast another 5 included to that list. Boiled salted coke would be one of them.

7) Dont eat strepsils like is candy cause its not. I tried doing that. I took 4 in 1 and half hours, the words on the back said 1 every 2 to 3 hours, dont overdose it said. No wonder i had some sort of swell on my left eye.

ok cant talk anymoe, need to do a project. ill be back.

rainy night 15 may 2010

2010-05-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

Another one of those up and down day of my life. God has been faithful and yeah really a time where i just have to grow to learn how to rely and trust God more.

How do you see God?

What is the first picture that comes to mind when you think of God?

God the king?

God the father?

God the judge?

God the Saviour?

I see him as God the father and the king. I guess thats why i treat God like how i do. Got to learn how to love him more. Thats the next step i guess.

ok gtg

Problems 10 May 2010

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i think i shall just keep posting here. Yeah sorry that i haven't been blogging. My internet at home is down cause my mom did something to it. haha and now she is thinking of not fixing it cause its better for the whole family.

Well i think in a way thats quite true. I think living without internet is possible. There are a few things though that can be quite a bit of an inconvenience. Like how when i plan stuff, i don't have the information on hand and i cant get it from people or sites cause i don't have the internet. But yeah its defiantly something that can be done.

I like to believe that every problem is solvable. There is no problem that is without a solution. There might be only one solution to the problem, there might be many. There are long ways and short ways to fix a problem, some we may not like to do. But yeah i defiantly believe that every problem can be solved. And there will always be problems. But i mean with God by your side, the one who is all powerful and everything. Problems are just stuff that you have to go around. OK its going to rain soon. I have to walk back home. ( Im in school) , ill post again soon.

I see your halo. lol love that song.

To bank or not to bank 30th April 2010

2010-04-30T10:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_vZxPFHfdg

erin k and tash

woah i just realised i like folk music. Yeah like the song above coins. I think its cause it reminds me of lord of the rings. I like lord of the rings, and medieval stuff.

Im currently in joel's economics lecture, and i must say i do have an interest to learn more and known more about what the lecture is saying. And i must say, im quite impress that people in this class do read the newspaper and know about the greece situation and they are like these two guys that are listening and answering questions in this class. Well you can say that im a bit of an elitist cause i think that the engineering side was bad. Well you cant blame me, like just now before i stepped into this classroom. I was in toilet taking a dump, half the time i was trying to fight of the dragon and his killer smoke.

Sigh... well like an atheist one told me on facebook, one should have an open mind.

Oh and i started watching glee, quite interesting. I still rate how i met your mother, chuck, big bang theory, gossip girl and heros above glee. I guess musicals just dont really appeal to me. And to me the story line is kind of normal and so are the actors. Speaking of actors and shows. IP MAN AND IRON MAN. I must watch these shows next week. MUST MUST MUST. lol

Yeah anyway back to glee. The episode was on what makes you happy. And i guess that has been one of the few questions about the future that has been running through my head. First question is what job am i aiming for? What job am i going to take next time? I guess i have to know that to decide what am i going to study in the future. And my parents and relatives are only going to fund me, if i know what i want to do. Well even i want to know what im going to do. I don't want to waste anyone's money. All that money gone down the drain. Yeah so before answering what job do i want to do. I have to answer the question, on what criteria should i base my decision to choose my dream job lol.

Is it cause i love what i do?
Is it cause this job pays me a lot of money and gives me status?

Well, i guess if i had a dream, it would to have a dream family. Nice big house, a dog, a pool at the back yard, a nice front garden and ofcourse stable job with a good pay. A happy life thats my dream. I think its my only dream for now. Sigh.... Church on sundays, kids going for soccer practice on saturdays.

So thats my dream. I like batman, but no i dont want to be batman.

Ok so back to jobs. What do i love to do.

I like to speak
I like dogs
I like soccer
I like the tactics in soccer
I like jap food
I like solving stuff
I like talking to people
I like solving people's problems
ok my computer's battery is dying. gtg sigh...I guess im still stuck at banker.

Father and daughter 28 April 2010

2010-04-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

sigh..... what to do what to do. 2nd week of school. Hasnt been that hectic. Ngee Ann has changed quite a far bit. Like half the printing places are gone. Ngee Ann is crazy. How can they expect to fit the whole school during lunch times into only 4 canteens. Ok maybe only 3 and a half, cause hardly anyone goes to canteen 4.

Im ok. I need to make a list.

i want to type more but i cant, there is too little things in this brain. So many things i want to know.

oh i know ill type something i meant to type a long time ago. It was something i saw on the bus one day.

On my way to work i saw a very loving father. Or he seemed to portray himself in that way. He was buff and everything. Not buff buff. But buff enough, big enough, the title of big daddy should fit him very well. He was taking his small little daughter to school. It was so interesting to see a big strong dad with a small curious girl. Its one of those things that makes you love God and love all that he has created. Life.

The book of Eli 26 april 2010

2010-04-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

sigh... looks like its going to be make or break this year. Every single part of my life looks that way. I just watched the book of eli. Incredible story, and very real at the same time. Its really an insight into whats to become of this earth that we live in. Or i guess might become. Seriously makes you think about your own walk with God, and how important it is.

Well for me, i believe that the world is ending soon. And that im in the end time generation or will bring in the end time generation. I believe that there will be wars. And the possibility of people destroying every single bible on the planet in the future is very possible.

On one hand, i believe that Christians will be persecuted and hunted down in the future. But at the same time, im reading stuff which sounds very true as well, of how at during this end time, Christians will be blessed. I asked myself how will Christians be blessed during this end time, where every single Christian will be shunned by the rest of the world, hunted down and forced to denounce their faith. Im the kind of person that likes to think about the future. So just imagine how can one, knowing that the world will be an even more messed up place in the future, still bring a child into this earth, knowing that he or she is going to go through way more shit than you did when you were young. Yeah so i guess the book of eli answered that question for me.

Psalms Chapter 23 reads

*A psalm of David. The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.* *He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,* *he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.* *Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.*
sigh.... when i heard that, i was like wow. and felt completely at ease. Then i thought to myself, if one day all the bibles in the world were gone, how important would be then for us christians to memorise key verses. I love these kind of shows that makes you think. And yeah i totally agree with caleb, about how this show, shows christianity in such a meaningful and purposeful way. I love the last part where eli said what paul said a long time ago. 2nd timothy chapter 4 verse 7: I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. His whole life or rather his Christian life, Eli kept the faith, you could seriously tell that during the whole movie, he was a man after God heart. And he was human. If eli was this cool, what more people like David who was called a man after God's own heart, or Paul or Abraham , what more Jesus himself, its just so amazing. One day i hope to say that. Ok gtg yfc is calling me.

where do we go from here 25 April 2010

2010-04-25T23:04:00.001+08:00

i guess my walk with God hasnt been that great, these few days. But its ok i know its going to get better.

School officially starts for me tomorrow. Honestly im looking forward to school. Maybe its cause i chose the specialization that i wanted, i realised that for all my subjects that i did well in and especially the ones that i got an A for, in fact all the subjects that i got an A or AD for is the subjects that i chose to take.

lol but you chose to study Business studies. Well yeah thats cause i had no choice, i didnt know what i want to do in life, so what do people that don't know what course to choose? go to business i guess.

Yeah so i think this year is going to be a good year. Im going to get going with the poly life i never had haha.

This coming week, mund, lincoln and caleb are going into army. Wow thats quite fast how time flies if you think about it. Its like i still remember when we were all just sec1. Soon it will be my turn.

Got a few things that i got to do this week.

Need to find these books:
I kissed dating goodbye
and get the shapes book from caleb.

Ok i guess thats all from this side. Goodnight. I hope you had a good week, cause i sure had. God is good. always. haha

cats and dogs

2010-04-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

sigh... i see many things. Im not sure if they were meant for me. But im going to find out if they were. I hope they are. Even though it seems very unreal. Its like a dream you can almost touch.

OH SPEAKING OF DREAMS.

Have you ever forced yourself to awake from a dream before? You should try it, its quite cool.

ok anyway just update i guess, this week has been like the holiday i never had. Lol Really slack, tomorrow there isnt any school and on friday as well. Dam i need to go and find things to do.

I think i have a stomach virus in me, the flu is getting better. But man, im going to the toilet like at all the wrong times.

sigh... so many problems in the world.

The quick sand team. They come when

you are trapped in life's quick sands, the deep ones, the milky ones, the murky ones, even the invisible ones. They get you out clean and in one piece. And they are gone just like that in a flash.

BLOODY HELL I KNEW IT. THE BAT MOBILE IS A FREAKING TRANSFORMER.

thats why the bat mobile cost so much.

ok i shall find something to do. Ok now i need to go play fm, i need to buy robben for only 25 mil WHOO HOOOO

Health outreach programme

2010-04-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

sigh... i feel so disconnected from the world. Agrh... work is such i was about to say a vulgar word. But i shall say that work is an interesting experience i guess.

Ahhh i miss tarzan, i remember when i was young this was one of my favourite disney movies, you know how girls love like snow white and all the other princess. Well i dont want to be tarzan. But i guess at a very young age, i just liked it cause it had a good simple which was quite heart stirring.

dam ok go listen to the new version of hosanna. i need to sleep, see you in church, soccer, in the bus, in daryl's house or in my dreams soon.

Have a nice day

thats what im feeling right now 3 april 2010

2010-04-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCYgQWLO8vY&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuJrEBtmM1Q

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pog2n9o5zs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3N3h0BKV6gw&feature=related

ok they say a picture tells a thousand words. The feelings inside me will take quite a while to type out. For now, this 4 videos will do lol. Thats what im feeling right now.

Job jobs and more jobs 23 march 2010

2010-03-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

woah 366 posts i have been blogging for about a year now. sigh... sometime i don't know man. Yes we are suppose to have faith in God's promises but is this one of them?

Work is still the same guys. Need to find something that i can learn in the clinic. I'm thinking of magic. Maybe buy a new deck and learn some new tricks. Hope i'm not an old dog.

Ok well yesterday was a Monday, the 23rd of April, nothing eventful happened until this pc repair man came into the clinic to repair the pc. Which turns out there is nothing with the pc, but the monitor rather. Well anyway, it was eventful cause i was having a conversation with him, nothing in particular. I think you can say it was more about his life, i guess he regrets not studying harder. He was some ah beng, but he cares for his family, cause he works cause he is the breadwinner cause his dad died. Sigh... its things like that, that make you remember how lucky you are, to be born wherever you are. The roof over your head, the family you have, the financial stability that one has. Ill work hard and pay back my parents for everything they did for me. That i'm sure of. But i just don't know what kind of job i want.

I do know that i want a job,
1) where i can travel around Singapore.
2) One where i work 9 to 5 or 6. I want to be able to spend time with the family or friends
3) 5 or 5.5 day work week. Sundays got to keep it for God man
4) One where i get to meet different people, as my clients. I don't mind meeting them at their workplace, be it in a zoo, or a construction site.
5) A job where ill be able to create working relationships, and not like the kind of relationships that my current inter company is doing now. Touch and Go. Where is the relationship
6) I want to be able to help my customers
7) I want to be able to get to know them at a personal level.

Well my personality test tells me, the answer is teacher. But i rather concentrate on bringing up just three kids who can change the world in their own special way,rather than teaching the masses.

I guess bank manager it is then. I shall help my clients see where is best to invest their money.

I psychiatrist and therapist is also out of the question. I don't believe that sane people have to pay me money for me to help them. And insane people errrrr i don't feel like i can help them?

BORING 22 march 2010

2010-03-22T16:58:00.001+08:00

ok its 2pm at work. Only another 3 more hours to go till end of work. Im back at the clinic. ALL ALONE AT THE CLINIC. its like freedom but in a cage. so it really isnt freedom

Sat: Had cell, it was good, gail taught us, cell dinner was great, lots and lots of laughter, glad to see that even though rainer wasnt part of the fairifeld gang, he still managed to fit in quite nicely. other then that sat was mostly a sleepy day, due to the fact that, my week that day was kind of tiring, 6 hours of sleep everyday, i guess im kind of use to it in a way. so since it rained in the morning on sat, there was no soccer. People keep on peering into the clinic but never come in. im seriously bored to death.

Sunday: Kind of routine. Church was good, glad the youth team came and listened in church, about the foxes in the vineyard. Very applicable to everyone.

And today is monday. And its boring. i dont think im going to call anyone today. Im just going to slack. Ill do it tmr.

yeah ok only 30 more mins whooo hooo

seeing cats 17 march 2010

2010-03-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

ok so this week has passed by pretty fast. I think it was due to the fact that i had on site projects to do. And just the good company. Ok sian... no time to blog again

weekends why are you so short 13 march 2010

2010-03-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

Haha hi jj. Thanks for reading. How is England?

Hai.... God has been good. The week has been ok i guess. Seems like i might have a lot more work to do at work next week. AGRH.... WHY ARE THE WEEKENDS SO SHORT. I think through this working experience, i really hav learnt how to appreciate my weekends now.

Cell was good. Ofcourse cell was good.

Tmr is the soccer match against the river valley boys. Its going to be a squeaky bum time for Mund and i. If you are reading this. I guess you can just pray that win or lose, we will still be united as a team and give it our best.

Shucks its been a long time since i have listened to the red jumpsuit apparatus ok goodnight guys

i wonder if the fairies read. 11march 2010

2010-03-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

ok well i just watched the jack neo video where he has to face the media in a press conference. Well my take on this whole jack neo scandal is that. I think he is still human and the public should just mind their own business and leave his family alone. The irony is that jack neo's movies are always about family values and family centred. But i think in this day and age, where lust is all around, the general public has generally accepted lust into our lives. I mean if you look everywhere, there is always advertises which are suggestive and always try to invoke sexual thoughts or feeling into their consumers. Its increasingly difficult to fend off such stuff when the general public has already acccepted the fact that sex sells. I mean yes you can try to define the line not to cross.

But the longer you are exposed to all these lustful things, you can say yes im strong enough to withstand and i know when to stop. But im very sure certainly over time, man will sucumb to it. Cause its just us, we are man lol. This is not from a christian pooint of view. But rather just alex's point of view. Jack neo is a christian by the way. Everyone is saying that the wife is too forgiving and she is too independent on jack thats why she has no choice but to forgive him. But i think that Jesus has really changed their life around. Or maybe just the wife's, thats why she can do such an act, to forgive the unforgivable, she can do that cause God is with her. Im not sure im just speculating. But lol i think its a pretty good guess. So christians out there please pray for jack neo and his family i think he needs it.

I just think that the public should be thankful and remember all the movies jack neo has done for this nation. Like I not stupid. Yeah.

Ok the time now is 330 and i think i have finished for the day. I have called enough people, and gathered enough infomation. Work is really boring i guess. Althought im thankful that i dont have to do any data entry or any data correction on a large scale.

Lol i was surfing through facebook and i found a Singapore Bus Enthusiasts

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=782193602&ref=nf#!/pages/Singapore-Bus-Enthusiasts/126879266460

I find this both disturbing and amazingly awesome at the same time. It just amazing, there is like about 240 of them all crazy about singapore buses. To each his own man. If my son, one day came up to me and told me, he wanted to join that club. I would support him, but i guess ill make sure that he tries all the other kind of sports, music instruments and other activities. Back to the bus enthusiasts, mostly seems to be guys.

Hmmm ok i shall go and try and find if they are any singapore toilet enthusiasts.

Ok found one that has 33 members. The bonsai group has 1.3k members. Thats interesting

I cant find any werid groups. agrh.... 420 only. I still have about another hour to go. Time to play games.

Cant wait for this sunday's match.

side project 10 march 2010

2010-03-10T16:19:00.000+08:00

ok here i am in the office and i have finished my work for the day. work is getting more boring and boring. I still have companies to call and such. My boss said something that stuck me today, it was that if you want to do well in a job you have to like the job, and have the passion for it. Yeah i think we have all heard this statement before. From my one week here in this company, i guess i can stiker of another thing that i dont want to do in life. Sitting in the office and calling people isnt fun man. Staring at the screen too. yeah i have this strange feeling i have said this before.

Errr oh look its wednesday. Another week will pass again. Looking forward to friday and the holidays.

Honestly i have nothing much to blog about anymore. lol.

I need a side project to do in the office.

2010-03-09T11:03:00.000+08:00

i prayed that i wouldnt commit the sin. God knew i was going to sin. Yet he found a way to stop me. The thought of sining was done. But the action didnt happen. Thanks God. Again and again.

sorry guys that i havent been updating. Wow seriously work is seriously affect my life. I wouldnt say in a bad way. I think its leaning towards the good way more i guess. Ill be blogging more, cause it keeps me sane at work. Ok before i talk more about myself. I guess i just want to thank God for taking care of my friends.

Ever since work started i just had a glimpise of what my adult life will be like next time. I guess i treasure my weekends more now, my freedom and my time. But i think most of all, it seems like you can see that a lot of us can go our seperate ways and sometimes it isnt due to either's parties faults but just due to circumstances.

Yeah i just want to thank God that he took care of my friends. All the jc people, hg and leroy. When i look at the different situations that my friends are in. Be it a new environment or getting not so good results. I ask God why? You know its like you see that person A is hardworking, he is smart and he really did study. please remember that this is an example. Yeah so what went wrong? Im a logical kind of person. So its like you have 1 + 1=2. But i guess in life, sometimes things do not turn out the way you expect it to be. Like soccer. But yet i believe that God is a logical God, i mean he did create logic. So im very sure that everything happens for a reason. We may just not see the reason yet.

I have come to realise that in our life, God gives us the very tools we need to succeed ion life. Somtimes it isnt easy to get that tool. But im very sure when you are in the pit of the hydra. You will thank God with all your heart, you have that tool.

Speaking of hydras CLASH OF THE TITIANS LOOKS DAM NICE. I love greek mythology. I guess cause since young i loved my name and fanatsy and kings and knights.

I love the office keyboard. Its so nice to type on.

Yeah, and also another reason why i want to thank God for taking care of my friends is that, i know through my own wekaness, and faults and due to circumstances, i cant always be there for them, or dont see their hurt or pain. Yeah i just thank God that he cares for them, and that they are cared for.

Oh and it seems like last week, God has touched many people's lives, i mean he does do that all the time, i mean the people that i know rather. Its so nice and so awesome to know that God is working in people's lives. Sigh.... i guess this whole week, is just being thankful about God's goodness.

1st of march to the 5th of march:

Basically it was work everyday. My company isnt that bad. But i wouldnt say this is like the job i want to to do the rest of my life kind of thing. So one more thing to strike of my list. Yeah what my company does is that it provides on site health screening for comapnies and schools. For schools its mainly the teachers and staff and not for the students. Yeah its a small company, The boss and his wife and three full time workers and two part time workers. I guess the boss is smart in his own way for hiring interns. Cheap labour lol. Yeah and i just found out like 10 mins ago that the boss's son is from fairfield and is only one year older than me. So the red name tag batch. He is currently in the office and suppose to be working on the company's website.

Yeah im just thankful that i only have to work on sat a month. Unlike what was stated on the piece of paper when i got my posting. And so far the people here have been fair and friendly. What is my job scope? Im suppose to call schools up and sell the product over the phone and also get intel about the rival companies from the school teachers. Yeah calling is ok i guess. I wouldnt say im that afraid of speaking to strangers, but more of the lack of success. I guess. Cause its very hard to get the teachers on the phone.

This job is like being on a ship, and the thing that keeps me sane is blogging. Just like what the people last time did in the good old days, journaling. Keeps you sane. Keeps me sane and bored. I can go on typing and typing. lol. But thanks for reading.

Yeah so on to sat.

Saturday 6th of march: We had combined cell. Which was good. Oh the every single one of the cell leaders was upstairs having some training session. There were quite a few missing people that day and also the two people that were suppose to teach couldnt teach that day. So thats why we combined cell. It was fun i guess. Got to hear different people speak. A lot of praying was done so even better. I just hope that people learnt something. Oh Oh we had food in cell too, the girls brought cheesecake and there was pizza. The food was there to give a relax feel to the cell. There were drinks too. Cause it was the day after people got their results and also cause Hg was going off into army. For the A level results, for some of my friend's it was really God's grace that pulled them through, lol i can see the results right infront of my eyes, for some of them, i have no idea why they got the results they got cause i felt that they did their best and were hardworking. But like i said before God has a plan for everyone and a dam good plan i bet.
After that went to have dinner with the cell. God to know people better. Played round 2 of car games. It was fun.

Sunday:
Service was good, i liked what the pastor said that day, worship is an consumer item but not for you or i to consume but rather for God. Yeah thank God, he has answered that prayer. Teaching the sec1s was fun too and interesting. Made them write stuff on a piece of paper.

After that was soccer training at chestnut drive. Chestnut drive sec is really an amazing school, i love their field. Not because the field's grass is so green and nice but rahter the field is placed on top of a mini hill. So you can see the sky and there isnt any like tall buildings surronding the field. So it makes it even better.

Soccer pratice was good that day. Defence did well. Really looking like a solid unit now. Ok we werent tested that much, but good training none the less. A good morale booster for the defence. Everyone played their part well. Another plus is that we have a new keeper, one who is willing. Love training, i can feel my muscles aching, love it, seriously. Dam but i got a bruised rib. Anyway cant wait for the match this coming sunday.

Monday: The thing that struck me the most was two things, and they were both from yfc. I went for a yfc meeting after work you see. And i only reached home like at 12, so im pretty tired now, also cause i had to send my little brother john to school this morning. My goodness the journey to fairfield has not changed at all. 74 still takes like 20 to 30 mins to come. The bus is always packed with students mostly ac boys. Jam packed. They should seriously send more 74s down during that time of day. So many students cant get to school on time.

Oh so the thing that struck me during the yfc meeting was that, are you controlled by circumstances or are you controlled by God. During the whole yfc meeting. I just had this uneasy feeling. It wasnt about that statement. But rather that there is something wrong within yfc. You know that kind of gut feeling you have sometimes, yeah i just had that.

Oh and i have another car game to play on sat after celll. Lol and this one is fun. haha cant wait for the weekend again.

work work 1 march 2010

2010-03-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

internship today was ok i guess. not really fun, not really boring either i guess. Only another 6 weeks and 4 more days to go i guess. I think the good thing is that im going to get 1k out of this job, i have a direct bus home. And its pretty central. Its near fairfield by the way. Ok got to sleep and wake up tmr again. goodnight.

Intership 28feb 2010

2010-02-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

Sunday: Slept like at 3am last night man. Then i woke up at 7am went to church early to prepare lesson. Which was good, had a nice teh bing breakfast. I always love my church kofu's teh bing. If im going to rich next time, im going to hire that lady to be my teh bing maker.

Yeah had a good time learning from the bible. oh oh and i went to shit in the church's toilet. And i have a nother reason why i like shitting. Sometimes shitting is like mission impossible. There was a time in korea i was using like this extremely dirty toilet. And i had like 3 layers of clothes. There was dirty water everywhere and it wasnt the sitting down toilet. It was the squat one. So the challenge is to take of 3 layers of clothes and shit and wear them again. lol

Oh and i saw these 3 old man when i was in church. I really hope that i get to that stage one day.

yeah anyway service was good, Teaching session with sec 1 was errr i wouldnt say the best but it was ok. i guess.

Yeah after that had lunch at pepper lunch, then went to fairfield to scout. The river valley team. Seems like mund's assement is good, they are fast.

Yeah that was how i spent my last day of holidays. Lol i only had 3 days of holidays. Tmr i start my internship at Health Outreach Pte Ltd. At ayer rajah cresent. I hope its fun.

HURT LOCKER 27 feb 2010

2010-02-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

sigh.................... I just want to say God really answers prayers even the ones that seem like they will never come true. Even the ones where you know if it happens, its too good to be true.

I know cause it happen to me.

On the side note. I found the indian version of hosanna. Ofcourse its TOTALLY different from the christian hosanna, both of them. But its nice. I like it

Ok now to blog about what happen in my life.

Thur 25 feb2010: Was my last exam paper. Thank God that my mom is a banker. She gave me a crash course the night before. lol i think she found out that i didnt study much but she was so happy to teach me.
She only knew some of the chapters though. But it was good enough. Somehow i think i got my mom's banking genes either that or the paper was set easier and ofcourse God is great. Cause i felt i could do well. Yeah so thank God. My most confident paper of all the papers.

After that there was soccer, but i had a yfc meeting. Which was nice. A little disappointed
that the first thing i did after i finished my exams was to do work again, and not play soccer. haha. Yeah but it was nice to see the core again.

Then after that i just went back home. Which was also a little disappointing cause i didnt play at all that whole day.

Friday 26 Feb 2010:  In the morning went to spend time with lincoln. Caught up with him. Which was good. HAD A AGRH..... LUNCH.  lol yeah after that went to catch a movie with the cell.

HURT LOCKER!!!!

lol i love the movie. The best movie i have seen in a long time. I can see why it beat avatar it terms of directing and everything.  The main character in the movie is (Y) (Y). I was really impressed by him. But i guess i wouldnt want to live that kind of life. You have to like cut of all emotional attachment to people. lol thats what i call living life on the edge. sigh... he has a wife and a son. I guess that was the sad part, that he choose to leave them behind. Like what the guy in the movie said: you roll the dice and you have to deal with what is given to you. Very much like life. Ate dinner with the cell, the guys went to COD6, I didnt join them cause my mom wanted to help me with her korean presentation. Which in the end she was voted most infomative. So good job mom. lol. you might never see that.

Sat (today): YES FINALLY I PLAYED SOCCER TODAY. In the morning with some people i havent played soccer in a very long time. Namely greg and jeremy yam. love playing soccer with them.

Oh and jerome said something to me, which i went back to reflect on. Ok if you dont know. I support liverpool. But i like the tatics that chelsea employ. The Jose Mourinho way. And i realised why i liked their style. Its cause what i believe soccer is suppose to be about.

For more info, you can go here.

http://www.goal.com/en/news/1717/editorial/2010/02/12/1787411/england-v-italy-jose-mourinho-vs-carlo-ancelotti-who-is-the

yeah i believe that a team is like the different parts of the body, each member has their own strengths and their own weakness. The fact that it is a team game implies that you have to work in a team. A team to me is one where the each other's weaknesses are covered by each other's strengths. A team is work as a single unit be it defending or attacking. Every player is as important as the guy infront or beside him. There is no superstar or hot shot in the team. I mean you can be technically very good, that ofcourse is good. But ego and self glory is out. It is a collective effort that wins matches. Everyone working together, everyone giving their best. Thats what i believe the mourinho way it about. One very important thing  that mourinho enforces on his team is this.

Its not always what you do with possession that wins matches. More importantly, Its what you do without possession. I totally agree with that statement. Dam i cant find the exact article that says this. But basically its about what mourinho enforces, organisation and teamwork. Like the spartans. Very good example. Everyone knows their part, everyone knows the plan, everyone trust the guy beside him with your life.

So in soccer.Its the same. Everyon knows their part to play. Beckham is suppose to cross, torres is suppose to score. And kuyt is the decoy. lol And if kuyt doesnt do his job properly, the plan will not work. Everyone runs for each other, covers each other. That is my way of soccer. Everyone is equal.

Ok thats just me.

And i shall end today's blog post with this piece of news.

According to Sport, Barcelona have beaten a number of clubs including Real Madrid to the signing of South Korean sensation Choi Young Soo.

The 13-year-old has been labelled as the 'Korean Messi' in his homeland and has already signed a sponsorship deal with Nike.

logical faith 23 feb 2010

2010-02-23T19:01:00.000+08:00

Jerome: lol yeah i realised it was my longest blog post after i posted it. Yes all glory to God, I experienced what that statement means now.

Leroy: haha yes you can go helped joel now. you were used by God (Y)

Today is 23 feb 2010.

Ok just finished today's paper. SOM, the easiest paper so far. The only paper im confident of getting a B plus overall.

This is purely for recording purposes. The only intention that i have for writing all these faith episodes down is so that when one day im old i can read it again.Nothing more

Well this is like part 5 or 6 of the Faith episode. On the side note, Faith sounds like a nice name to name your daughter. Faith yan hmmm ok doesnt sound that good anymore. Ok anyway back to the next episode.

This morning, I chanced upon this christian group on fb and i joined it. Oh its another one, if you guys know, i joined another group and no its not yfc. Yeah anyway, bascially i just had a discussion with an athesit. Well the athesit was having a confliction between like 3 other christians. At the end of the day, it was interesting to see things from their point of view, it was so real and relatable. I wouldnt post the link here. Cause these things can be a stumbling block. Oh for all of you are christians please dont try to actively find any atheist, for now.

These kind of things really shake your faith. I was thinking about it, what they said some of it was true, and it just unlocked that logical side of my brain. And its like the wrong time for my faith to be shaken cause in a matter of hours i would be taking my exam. Yeah but thank God everything went well. I just couldnt take it and went to do my QT.

Ok now that i have told you what has happen. I just want to say, that there are a lot of things in the world that we dont have the answers to, we may never find those answers cause we dont have the means to or they are beyond our understanding. For me personally, i came to this conclusion. Im sticking with God/ Jesus.

I cant wait for the exams to end. Oh and it seems like im being transfered to another company sian... I was so looking forward to working at IRAS. lol but i think my mom is going to complain. Even if she does complain, there is nothing ngee ann can do. I like korean pop. ok see you guys soon.

How great is our God.

2010-02-22T20:17:00.000+08:00

Faith that is the theme of the main lesson that i went through from mon onwards till today and definitely until my exams end. Today i had my exam on AAA today. And even though i think i wont do well as in like get a B or an A. I have this confidence that I will pass. After a long time i finally get a taste of what having confidence in the Lord our God is. Its like an experience i have never felt. If i did, i didnt feel much.

Its not confidence that will make you boast, cause you know that you didnt do anything, it was nothing on your part at all. But it is confidence that God will do something. And its like walking through a shooting range and knowing that none of the bullets will hit you. Its just that kind of confidence. Confidence in the lord. And this confidence doesnt make you pridefull or boastfull at all, in fact it just makes you very thankful and amazed. Cause you throughly know that it is nothing on your part. Well i guess the only thing you have to do is to look straight and follow. Look straight at God.

Num 21:8 The Lord said to Moses, "Make a snake and put it up on a pole; anyone who is bitten can look at it and live

John 3:14 Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up

So this one of the things that was at the back of my mind this whole period. I have no idea where and when i saw the connection of the two verses. I know someone told me. You know its like slumdog millionare. Its not my chance that the guy won the million bucks but rather it was the events during the course of his life that shaped him for that very day. Unknowningly fate has given him the very tools to gain victory. But ofcourse as christians. We know that there is no such thing as chance, if there is chance if there is fate, someone must have rolled the dice, someone must have woven the fabric of the cosmos. So like Jermal.I think thats how you spell the Indian's boy name.

God just helped me by giving the tools along the way. And it wasnt smooth sailing. Sometimes things just seem like its not going to work out, but you just got to have Faith. You just got to harness it and concentrate on God. The feeling is wonderful. All your fears are stripped away, cause you know you are going to make it in the end, even if your eyes is staring straight in the face of doom.

Its like having iron man as your father. And you know all your life that your father was a great superhero and everything, and armour was the one that made him awesome. One day your father dies and passes you the armour and says that it will protect you from anything. The next day, you go to war vsing all the super villians in the world. For a while it does seem true that the armour is protecting you from all their attacks. But then suddenly superman's evil twin comes and smash one part of your armour up. you can see the armour being destroyed and everything.

Its at that point where doubt starts to creep in. You are thinking stuff like, oh during my dad's time, there wasnt a super villian as powerfull as evil superman So he didnt factor in the strength of superman. Then you start thinking that oh no this is the end of the road, im doomed. But you believe that what your dad said is true. So you just took that step forward. And had faith. Just pressing on. Believing that the armour will protect from anything. At the end of the day, evil supernam is defeated. At the end of the day, you looked at the armour, and realised that it had a regen function, all those nano bots repairing themselves.

Lol i know the story is a bit werid. But thats what i went through. Not believeing in myself, but the armour. Oh and another thing i have learnt. God should be the first thing you turn to. Not when everything seems bad then you realise that you have no other option then you turn to Jesus. Yeah i do that. I realise even though God saves me. Its not what i should be doing. Even before i see the storm, he should already be my pillar of strength not life jacket.

I tell you, God is just wonderful.

This is my thursday's qt: Colossian 1:17, he existed before anything else and He holds all creation together.

Friday's qt: Acts 2: 23, God knew what would happen and his prearranged plan was carried out.
Verse 25 and 26: I will not be shaken, for He is right beside me. My God is still with me even when the path is confusing.

Friday: jerome called me, and talked about faith. Leroy asked me to look at the past year papers.

Sat: I had my pmkt paper. About half the paper were questions from the past year paper that i did and i only did one past year paper.

I had a lesson on how to teach the sec1s on the book of acts and my part that i was incharge of presenting was about how God empowers you. Acts chapter 1 verse 8: But you will recieve pwer when the Holy Spirit comes on you.

Sunday: Shadow feet was being played and i think also beautiful Saviour.

Lyrics from shadowfeet :

when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

This was a part of the sermon that was being said or like the verses used:

Prov 29: 25: The fear of a man is a snare, but those who trust the Lord is safe

Romans 8: 39 : The love of God will never be taken away

Hebrews 13: 5: I will never forsake you

Psalm 27 verse one: The lord is my light and my salvation whom shall I fear? The lord is the stronghold of my life of whom shall I be afraid?

Mon: this was the major one, one hour before the paper, i realised i didnt study the ratio part, something that was very important. I was on the verge of panicing, I was staring at the face of doom. And i just prayed and just concentrated. I dont know how to say it, but seriously its the most wonderful feeling, all your fear is stripped away and you have only one thing in your mind and you jus tknow everything is going to be fine. All glory to God. 30 mins before the exam, I memorised the ratios Leroy had spotted. In the end, 6 out 7 ratios that were tested, were the ones Leroy had spotted. Seriously praise God.

I mean when i look back all this. You know when you are young your faith isnt that strong and the Devil has that small little voice in your head telling you, maybe its not God. But i tell you it is, this isnt the first time that this has happened to me. So many things just fall nicely into place, so many things connect. How can this not be the work of someone higher? Is this all just by chance? How can so many factors fall into place? How can my pastor, the people who wrote ODJ and jerome come to together and plan everything so nicely that they keep talking about the same things, Faith, trust the Lord and empowerment through the holy spirit and God. And the person who wrote the ODJ, his name is Tom Felten for all i know he is halfway across the world, drinking a nice cup of tea. And that guy doesnt even know my name, what more im going through.

I tell you this cannot be chance. There is a God. A God who loves you and would gladly do the same for you. Oh and another thing, this doesn mean you can slack of and do nothing. I mean if you knew that God has already helped you, and you know you are going to succeed then there is only one thing left to do which is do what you have to do.

And ofcourse there were things i had to give up like watching the liverpool match and also half of the manu match.

And also when i was young, i had doubts about how such things can be connected, that Christians just used general saying so everything seems connected. But what if non Christians are saying the sayings?

How great is our God.

I just hope one day, you will experience what i went through. It really wondeful even if the moment last only for 5 mins.

studies and all its madness 20 feb 2010

2010-02-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

Well today's exam went well. Thanks for all who prayed. Your prayers have been answered lol. Today's paper i can safely say was all God. Just the series of events that lead to today's paper. How i managed to memorise all those things. And also concentrating on the right ones. And also how God used Leroy to tell me to look at the past year papers. Which atleast 3 similar questions came out.

ok one down three more to go. Ill be glad when this exam week is over. For most part of this course, im not really using my brain. As in not really thinking. But rather it is a lot of memorization. Sigh... hope that my last year in poly will be different.

Just watched the everton manu game, really nice. Really nice to see everton play such attacking football. Its really an open game. But sadly i have to study. So goodnight. Ill see you when i see you

Motivation for my mole hill 19 feb 2010

2010-02-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

Please mind the f word.

Lol i found this very funny while i was searching for a picture on motivation.

Ahhh different things can motivate a person.

Love

Fear

Vengence

Hope

and the list goes on.

I guess as Christians, its one thing to know that your source of motivation should be in Hope and not fear or negative emotions like that. Cause you know that that you will not be shaken, for the Lord is right beside me. He is in control of everything,and the Lord wants to bless you. Its one thing to know all this, and another to really believe in it and trust and put your all in God.

FAITH

the basis for everything.

On a lighter note. Soccer today was ok but fun to see so many people playing and having fun. Alden got owned by mund lol.

Oh i havent blogger about thur's gathering at alden' house. Haha had pot luck/ cny gathering at alden's house. Im very surprised that alden's parents have such high tolerance. They have allowed so many people to use their house for an assortment of things. Stayovers, Soccer nights, Stray kids, Movie productions and gatherings. Yeah but it was fun, Played rock band, mah jong and bridge at his house. Gave ariel a nickname which i think will stick with her for a long time. But really had fun at alden's house. A serious good time of bonding. Food was good too. Oh and i forgot to mention that ariel was the only girl.

But she didnt seem like a girl lol.

Ok got to go study. I have an exam tmr. You can pray for me. Before 9am thanks lol.

terry the terrible terrier 15 feb 2010

2010-02-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

must study.... agrh.... but i have no mood to study. Last time studying wasnt a chore. now its is.... sian....

my nose is acting up again. fajar hate it man. This means i need to play soccer soon.

today was fun i guess. bonded with my cousins more. Taught them how to play bluff. Man what are the schools teaching the kids these days. Yeah went visitng.

Things to buy after i get my chinese new year money:

1) slippers
2) street soccer shoes ( dam i want my green t90s again)
3) white shorts from cotton on

and i dont think im getting an iphone anymore. I told my mom its no point cause im going into army soon, so the 2 years plan will be wasted.

other then that, i have nothing much to blog. just pray that i will study more.

Its you i cant deny

2010-02-14T00:18:00.001+08:00

ahhh prefect picture for this time of the year.

ahhh its that time of the year again. Dont you just love chinese new year. I mean whats there not to love. All the nice goodies. I dont like all of them, my favourite are the prawn rolls and the peanut thingy. And ofcourse yeah the drinks are good. I look forward to the holidays. Just like any other singaporeans, i mean you can look forward to it in different ways. Like you want a break from work or school that kind of thing. Oh oh and this time of the year i get to spam abalones. Dam i found a picture of one on google. Dam its digusting, but so nice to it. I have no idea why people like to cook it. Its like sashimi, its meant to be eaten raw. ( in my enecyclopedia that is)

Yeah and today i realised why there is so many problems with this epl rights and champions league rights. I swear its a conspiracy by the singapore goverment. They have this like free sports channel to showcase all the singaporean soccer,and now they are bringing in french teams. Hmmmm i smell something fishy. They want us to watch singapore soccer i tell you. Well i do think that singapore's soccer will eventually pick up and people will start supporting again.

YES i found that westlife song that i wanted.

lol this is dam funny. Christian pick up lines. I shall try it one day. The red words are mine. The blue ones are the pick up lines.

Here are a few of my favourite:

1) i just don't feel called to celibacy

2) for you i would slay two Goliaths

3) would go through more than Job for you

haha this my favourite

4) hey.. i would work 7 years for your sister.. but i would work 7 more years for you

5) did i just have mud rubbed in my eyes

6) how many times do I have to walk around you to make you fall for me?"

7) did a love tester on your name and mine.. it came back 'predestined'

8) if we were around with noah... then you, me... pair

omg this is just down right gay.....

9) when i read philippians 4:8, i think about you

This is just plain right lol, can you imagine, a christian guy trying this on a christian girl?
10) who's your favorite apostle

oh my goodness this group is like one of the funniest group i have joined since i created a facebook.

I mean just go look at some of their dicussions

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#!/topic.php?uid=7174245379&topic=3188

Sheer genius i tell you. If i was in an american high school, i would want to be in this crowd. Lol i seriously thought that like christian jokes were very lame. Maybe cause its usually the pastors that come up with it But this totally changed my views now. LOL some of the things that they say are really very funny. And these jokes are created by teens like us. So nice to see this. I would love to meet some these people.

This is so going on my 100 things to do list before i die. Im going to try this one day on my girlfriend.

sigh... it is only fated that it happens during this time of the year.

ears to my music 12 feb 2010

2010-02-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

for the first time i see no one online on facebook. that is just wow. Ok just a short one today.

Dam im sick with flu, i have to study, i have to do atleast 3 chapters today. I still have reunion dinner at night.

OK i need to go get into the mood. someone was playing oh, over and over and over again.

Back to school 10 feb 2010

2010-02-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

ok i just wrote a few sentences but i realise what i was trying to do was to fight back at the world. Sometimes its best to sit back and watch the show. Sometimes comments and stuff the world says shouldnt be taken so seriously. And edmund whatever i said below if it affected you in a negative way, i didnt mean it in that way.

Today was ok. woke up late again, which is bad. Went to school to do some yfc stuff. Christian hunting. Where you go around asking people if their christians. lol. And then after that went to fairfield primary to meet my mom and my brother john.

Ahhh good memories at fairfield primary. Primary school was the time, where boys had the balls to hit girls as if they were boys lol. The time where boys and girls were equal, girls could tell boys they liked them, where girls could play catching with boys, where everything was fair and equal. Well ofcourse there was the great divide. I miss primary school. What i saw today was traveling back in time. Not a lot of things have changed.

The heavy school bags, kids playing trading card games on the benches, 5 boys playing pepsi cola. The occasional nerd reading his or her text book or a book. I was on of those kids. sigh... good times.

After that went to the airport to pick up my aunt. Good to see she hasnt changed, still sticking out like a sore thumb. In a good way. She is not your average lady. No television in her house says it all.

I need a prayer list.

I need to study more.

Ok goodnight. LIVERPOOL TO WIN LATER.

sigh.... everytime i look at it.

oh dear 10 feb 2010

2010-02-10T00:22:00.001+08:00

Lol so another day in the life of alex yan.

Sat: Oh yeah i forgot to say dinner at al ahza was dammmm good, roti john plus prata plus chicken curry and alden's nuns and not forgeting good company. BUGGUS. Im not sure how you spell that. ( and no i didnt eat all that by myself jerome -.- )

Yeah the liverpool match after that was also good. Good to see kuyt scoring. You should go read the article on goal.com on kuyt.

Mon: studied a bit. Not very good, but atleast its a start. I have to increase the number of chapters if i want to finish studying on time. agrh... mostly the whole day i spent trying to get into the studying mood. Which i succeeded. I cant get anything out of the fridge. SPIKE IS GUARDING THE KITCHEN AGAIN.....

Tue/ today: Woke up in the morning, had a nice good pasta breakfast. Then rushed down to school, i actually didnt want to go but thank God, two people asked me to go down and help them copy notes. So i went down, spent like 2 hours there, copying down stuff. Studied a bit with syad. Productive to a certain extent i would say.

And im deeply shocked that mund said i was not smart. Hard working but not smart. Pride has played a part in me being utterly shocked. Interesting, but considering that mund has not been in the same class as me for our entire fairfield life, I shall forgive him. Lol. Act smart i know i do that. Natural tendency considering my name and nature.

After studying, went to play soccer with the rest. Quite fun, didnt score but its ok. After that went ot imm macs to have dinner with the church boys plus syad. Good that im bonding more with my cell mates. Thank God. Got to know more about yong zhi and also the asc i bad image about 12 years ago. Never expected that school to be a gangster school. I got to know more about gambling and the army life style. So all in all it was a good dinner.

Ok got to go. see you when i see you.

oh and did i mention my legs are aching.... the price to pay to play lol

Elementary my dear watson 8 feb 2010

2010-02-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm looks like next week is going to be a busy week of studying have to cover 4 subjects in 13days. i think around 10 considering there is chinese new year. I think i can just about make it. I hope so. I pray i will.

I think im starting to play the game again. Not quite what i expected. Not really the same as before. I guess as you grow older, you learnt a few things. As you play the game more, you fall a bit more, you cry a bit more and you pick yourself up a bit more.Thus you learn a few things. Like expectations and performance.

For example: If mund's expectations of this char kway teow stall is very high. And even though the taste of the food to an average normal human is average or above average. Mund would have percieved the taste of the food as mildly utterly bland.

So ill just play the game and see where it takes me.But ofcourse you must know when to get off the sail boat.

If the above statement you do not understand then i apologise. That is cause i have just watched sherlock holmes. Fascinating the man is. I love him and batman. Brillant.

Oh and rafa is going to bring in a serbian striker. Nice. Just what liverpool needs a nice strong target man. Lol, africans are so last season. Now everyone is buying players from the colder regions of the earth.

Ok so on sunday, it was teaching the sec 1's time again. I had to take care of this little boy, his name is aaron and his bigger sister is my cell. I dont really know aaron, I know he is the youngest of 3 children. He is sec1. He is noisy, but at the same time its not all empty pointless stuff he is talking about. In fact i find him very intelligent. What one of my church leaders told us sec 1 leaders that this generation is going o be a generation of break through. I can seriously see some signs coming from my group or rather hg and I's group. We have three very intelligent boys, all three coming from christian family background

Aaron: Since his orginal leader has gone to the army, He came to my group. I can see why people find him a handfull. He is extremely talkative, sometimes doesnt know when to stop, sometimes he unintentionally steps on other people's toes. But i think its normal for the last child. Usually to be quite attention seeking and also the most pampered. Yeah but thank God that i have a little brother too, so aaron wasnt that bad. He is like a raw gem, He needs to be refined and polished. Once he is, im very sure one day he will be a great reflector of God's glory. Its been a long time since i heard that song.

Joshua kooi: haha joshua is another gifted one.

Jospeh: Extremely kind and surprisingly not timid at all. Why kind? Cause when i was minusing off points from aaron's score. I gave them points so that they can redeem sweets. Lol Yeah when i was minusing, not once but rather i think about 3 times, he grabbed my hand, and pleaded on aaron's behalf to show aaron some leniency. Which i thought was really kind of him. And yeah i know i have said this before but he is interacting during cell time. So thank God for that.

korean pop 6 feb 2010

2010-02-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

I just want to thank God for a few things in today's blog post.

1) Korean pop. My goodness there are so nice. Lol if you dont like korean pop, i understand. But i do. So i thank God for that. Just the korean style is so amazing, I think one day, im going to learn kroean like my mom and one day my korean is going to be better then my chinese. My grandma wont care, she is happy as long as i study. Cause she never had the chance to study and she is sad about that.

Oh speaking about my grandma, this cny, is the time im going to talk to her about jesus christ. I love my grandma a lot, and im very thankful for her, cause i hear from other people what their grandparents are like. It just makes me reflect on how blessed i am. My grandma can speak english, chinese malay and the other dialects, amazing. yeah but she cant write. Yeah im going to do it this cny cause my aunt from england is coming back, so she will be a a great help. yeah that is one thing you can pray for me, that is my grandma will be receptive and she will understand what im trying to tell her.

2) Thankful that my lesson went well. I guess it was more like a teaching session, but thanks to be to God and to my cell mates for listening to what i have to say. If you guys are reading this, i just hope that you guys took something home and that i pray that God will really help you to apply it in your lives. Yeah seriously thank God, thank him for giving me all the help i needed to teach properly like jerome, the books and my past quiet time sessions and other events.

3) Thankful for soccer today, dispite the sun, my goodness, it was so hot, edmund is crazy. He is like training us in his rugby style. I think i didnt stretch properly, now my calfs hurts. Scored two goals today so im happy. Soccer tmr?

4) Thankful for i dont know what is the last thing. I guess everything in my life, My friends, my house, my dog, my parents, my family, soccer, my two legs and the list just goes on and on.

ok goodnight. got to go and prepare for tmr's lesson for the sec1s. I pray that, that will go well too.

Blog time 4th feb 2010

2010-02-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

ok its time to blog again. A busy week again. Woah i just realise youtube is now such a big thing, long time ago i remember it being just some other website. I remember Karan introducing it to some other people.

Dare to dream: I just watched some youtube video on some female indian entrepreneur. Wow it was very inspiring. Dare to dream. I want to dream, yet again there is God and what if i want isnt what he wants. I dotn really want to dream, cause i dont think God will say yes to my dream. Cause its like for myself and not for other people. Ofcourse i do dream of a job that is like hitch, that i can just go around helping people.

Ok now this is at home.

Wow just had a good shit. Lol. How many of you like to shit, raise your hands, put your hands in the air? Yes one..... two... good good. I like to shit. Why? For me its like an escape from the world, in its like your own private space, except for the occasional john banging on the door. But other then that its great.

How many of you read in the toliet? Yeah i do, thats another reason why i like to shit. I can read and i like reading. Im a nerd (Y)

On a side note, bing hui is now level 406 in mafia wars. My goodness. I stopped at like i cant remember? lol

Oh and wordpress is dam good, thanks to my bcomm portfoilo, i have no figured out some good things that wordpress has that blogger doesnt have. But apparently i think people think that tumblr is better, dam i think i have to try tumblr one day.

Also i just realise why people find muse so good. I like their hysteria. Im like playing it again and again

ok thats all i have for today.

True story 1 feb 2010

2010-02-01T21:15:00.001+08:00

Just a short one today.

Oh alden re read that line that says vortex of doom. A vortex of doom is like a black hole. If you want to see this for yourself. look into her eyes and see for yourself

I found this super hilarious

Barney: 3, the perfect number for everything. Why? Because Jesus said so. He waited 3 days to resurrect. 1 would have been like no one would even know he died, 2 days would have sucked too because come on, it´s Saturday. But 3 days were just perfect so people would be ...that Sunday on church crying for him when suddenly, BAM! Jesus enters running through the back door while everyone shouts and screams ´JESUS!, JESUS!, JESUS!´ and Jesus would high five everyone while running down the hallway. Also, that´s how Jesus invented the high five. True story.

lol goodnight

ITS A TRAP 31 jan 2010

2010-02-01T03:07:00.002+08:00

Ok this week has been full of ups and downs i guess.

Wow just watched finish the manu vs arsenal match. Kind of pumped up to play soccer now.

I like this formation Ferguson has put out. Cause carrick can finally have full control over the passing duties, in the past like scholes and carrick were both static. But now scholes is playing further up the pitch and having less passing roles. Which is good, cause then carrick can finally be the player, ferguson bought him for, and scholes can finally get his 100 goal.

I guess the manu match was a tale about two young geniuses. Rooney and Fab. I must say i like rooney more, mostly cause of his drive,determination and never say die attuide. But seriously its just insane how the epl players can control the ball with the slightest of efforts. Amazing. For a neutral to watch this game, it was very entertaining.

Lol for the arsenal fans out there, sigh... where to start. But honestly it could have been very different if arshavin had scored the first goal. But like i told joel before the start of the match, even though arsenal have home ground advantage and are playing well. I still think they lack the experience and at times when the going gets tough, they dont have a plan B. Like the commentor says, sometimes arsenal should play more direct football. Yeah sadly Fab didnt perform today, thats also one of the main reasons why arsenal lost.

Well thats just my take on the game.

About this week, I think the higlights would be that.

For my pmkt presentation, didnt go so well, so i think i just have to work harder to do well in my finals.

I think this week's lesson from God for me, is about having a friends and events and environments to help you with your spiritual walk. I can say that most of the time, in my life, im usually the one who is the listener rather then the speaker. lol to the extent people feel quite bad, they come up to me and tell me that they are sorry that they cant listen to my problems like how i listen to theirs. I tell them its ok. Im more then happy to listen to their problems. In this world, this simple act of listening is already an act of love. When i say listening, i do mean you take the effort to sincerely care about what the other person is saying and after that you try your best to give him or her some advise.

yeah so i guess this week, i came to realise ( maybe again) that since i was born into this earth i was already saved. Truly saved by God. Since young i was placed in a christian environment although i didnt go to church or had a full christian family. Kindergarden was a church, ST JAMES. lol really good school, like everyone is sending their kids there, just imagine how many kids lives will be touched. Yeah im going to send my kid there too.

Primary school was also a methodist school, secondary school too. So thats why since young i guess, it never occured to me that there was no such thing as God. Its like how for you and I, 1 plus 1 is 2. Which is the same for me as no God equals no earth no everything. Yeah logical thinking.

Ok anyway thats not my point, My point is that, through out my entire short life, Even though i didnt have a proper church, a proper church to call home, even though i wasnt born in a christian family. God placed so many people in my life, to mould me and keep me on the path of being a christian. And that is seriously God all God and his grace. Yeah so basically i thought about this cause i was teaching the sec 1s today. Today is sunday by the way, oh wait it isnt its a monday, 1 feb 2010. SHEEBA ITS FEB ARLEADY?!?!? I didnt realise that. currently 2:43 am now by the way.

Yeah so this whole week lessons from God are about, How by his grace he has sent people, events and things that he has sent to help me stay on the path to eternal salvation. lol i just sumed it up in one sentence. lol i think its like a little bit of predestination. Dont worry im struggling with predestination too. Like how God has already predestined to save me. I just pray and i know in the future, even if i stray, he will bring me back.

So yes i kinda had a choice to accept him or not, but then again for me, it was like logic, like how this blog is my blog. There is nothing to accept cause it just is that way. Which im very thankfull for God for.

So everyone reading this, I thank God that God has placed you in my life, cause you have been a part of God's plan to save me. No matter what you have done to me, or not done to me. Thanks.

lol now as every lesson that God has brought to me, what do i do from here? Its going to be a long uphill battle, i know ill fall, ill fall many times, sometimes people, events and the devil will make me fall, but i know God will send something or someone to help me up again. I know for sure im going to make it to the end.

OK on to today.

Sunday: today was crazy for the first part of the sec 1 leading, we had games. THE MAZE OF DEATH. lol I think the sec1s had fun, so even though organising was a problem and i had to run here and there, just thank God everything went well.

After that i got to meet my two new sec1s for the first time, as in really teaching them. One boy, looks a lot like my cousin, seems like a shy boy at first but surprisingly very open and not to mention clever. Another one, im even more impressed, he can discern God's voice at such a young age. Something that i think it quite rare. God has blessed this boy, I pray that he contiunes to listen and obey his voice. Yeah so these two are going to be with Heng guang and i for quite some time. Depending if Hg does into ns or not, i guess both of us are going to have an impact in these two boys lives. One step closer in being a father Alex. lol

One of the leaders or elders said that this batch of sec1s is going to be a batch of break throughs. I believe that. yy said that our generation is also going to be a batch of break throughs. I believe that. Cause i believe, we are the end time generation.

lol now that i have talked about Soccer Church studies and family. Now there is only one aspect of my life left. ( or rather those i deem as important to me)

Girls. lol

All i can say, their eyes are ... like a freaking vortex of doom, sucks you in, until you cant get out. lol better then drowning.

bump on my left knee 24 jan 2010

2010-01-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

24TH JAN 2010

I think i have to type in a bigger font so as to make my words on my blog easier to read.

Ok today was Sunday: Woke up at like 7am, spent like eternity trying to put on my contacts. I only wear my contacts when I’m playing soccer. Didn’t eat much of a breakfast, oh which reminds me my breakfast is still in my bag. Lol. Hold on I need to go and take it out. Better not let my mum see this. Oh it doesn’t look so good anymore.

Yeah hopped on a bus to meet Jerome for breakfast, I work up early cause I wanted to borrow a t- shirt from Jerome. Another thing I have to buy, a white t- shirt and a pair of white shorts from cotton on. Dam. Had a good talk on the bible and what I heard on cell on Saturday, which I will explain later on in my post. I had a good breakfast of kaya toast and eggs and my usual teh bing. You just got to lover teh bing.

Need to clean my ears. Haha. Random I know.

Yeah after that left for church, I was quite worried about being late, I’m slowly learning that there is no point worrying about such things, just accept it and try to do better next time. I don’t mean that I should just slowly take my time but rather I should try my best and not be worried.

Got to church, told Yong Zhi hat I was late. I wanted to see what his reaction was. It wasn’t as dramatic as I expected it to be. Hmmmm one day hopefully I will find out why he is like that. Ok I need to sleep soon. I will just talk about today for today. Worship was good, learning not to concrete too much on the heart of the guitar players and the other people. I don’t know. A part of me is concern that their heart when they are playing aren’t for God but rather to get ev. Ok like mund does, no point talking about it, when you aren’t doing anything to help. But I realised something, I know how easy it is for someone to judge someone when you don’t like anything about the person but based like on one action. I wouldn’t want someone to judge me on one action. Yeah the fruits will tell.

So far I have learnt
1. No point being worried (worrying is a sin, cause you aren’t trusting in God)
2. Judging ( Matthew chapter 7 verse 3, Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?)
3. Fruits of a person will tell about the person aka tree.

Ok after service, I rushed to Queensway, got my shin guards, which I’m very happy with, except for the colour, but like the man at the shop said, shin guards are underneath your socks, so no one really cares.

Soccer match was a good experience enough I guess, I’m glad we won and it’s even better to see that people played well, and that we played as a team. Its seriously a must have in life, to be part of a team, especially a sports team, go through all the ups and down, pains and joy, through thick and thin and coming up top, the feeling is incredible.

Oh and typing in word, helps my spelling, good. I just found My only injury from that match, a bump in my left knee. Which is a problem, and im very sure can lead to a bigger problem. Ok goodnight. Tired.

2010-01-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

ok this is just messed up i have no cash right now. NO CASH. no cash in my wallet, no cash in my ezlink, no in my drawers, no cash in my secret stash, no cash with my brother, no cash anywhere. NO CASH AT ALL.

yeah my mom didnt give me allowance. But its ok. I can survive the day without money, ok time to sell all my bonds. Lol when leroy asked me dont i have savings, i said no, then i realised that my savings are with my friends or rather people that i have lent money to people. Lol yes and i owe people money also. Freak my lifestyle is like a freaking business company. lol i have been practicing what im learning now, for like the pass 4 years of my life.

Ok anyway lets see what happened.

Sat:
Morning: slept over at lincoln's house,was kind of impromtu yeah had a good talk with him, played some fifa 10, chelsea is still my favourite team to use. Tatically they are good too. Then after that went to eat. Then went to church, cell was good, hg lesson was interesting, which reminds me , im teaching this week. I left towards the end of the lesson, cause my dad was in dubai, so my mom wanted to go out for dinner, it was a good chinese meal.

sunday: In the morning went to church like at 7am. I was suppose to play for the children's worship, but cause due to the fact that i cant play drums that well, I ended up helping out at the back for the powerpoint slides. It was interesting to see how ken and the rest led worship, how ken and yy were so child like.

After that rushed to get waffles, i love waffles with peanut butter. Then went for service, which was interesting, they played all my favourite christian song and one of my all time favourite christian songs is Nothing but the blood. Yeah amazing song. errrr the teaching of sec1s was interesting i guess. A large group of 52 people. Which is good to seee, even better is to see many people wanting to teach. hai... just thinking what it will be like in a few years time.

ok then after that went to play soccer for a while, played pretty well which was good, after that went home early to spend time with the family.

Monday: Just another normal monday, didnt spend too much money, i think im going to spend quite a fair bit of money this week. Have to watch my spending. Going to sign up for btt. Im like half looking forward to drive at the same time i always felt that nothing was faster than my two legs

actually i cant remember what happen on mon.It must be quite boring.

OK on to tue.

Tue: i think the best part of the day was when i had table topics. It was really good. i spoke about spartans. lol. Eat hearty men, for tonight we dine in hell

beckham 12 jan 2009

2010-01-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

lol ACTION PACKED WEEK. WHOOO HOOO.

no matter who you are
no matter where you go in your life
at some point you need somebody to stand by you

sooo true

Oh i like doing this. I like going to the library and listening at other people's songs. Its a great way to learn about a person and also getting to know new bands and finding old songs that you use to listen to.

Well yeah so today i was exposed heavy metal, screamo, punk, post screamo lol. So interesting. Yeah and i have come to like some of these songs. So yes that is the reason why hg.

Yeah i guess the other interesting thing that happen to me today is that, today was table topics.For bcomm, we had to speak about a topic, and we only had 3 mins to prepare. My topic was if you can dream it you can do it. I spoke about David beckham. Lol well yes he is in my top 5 favourite soccer players. In no order of merit. They are gerrard, beckham, joe cole, torres and alonso. I think the thing i like about beckham and his ability, its something he worked hard and trained hard for it. He wasnt that fast or that strong, but he just made sure he was the best in the world for one aspect in the soccer game, which is crossing. yeah i just like how he can change a game so much with something so simple.

Ok anyway i gtg now bb, oh and i have internet at home now. NICE

back to the good old days

2010-01-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry i havent been blogging, i hvae no internet at home. I dont know when im going to have internet again.
Ok let me start from the 9th of Jan

Sat( 9th of jan): Errr the morning started off with group project, INSIGHT INTO INDIA. lol its acutally a fun and interesting subject. I have learnt some new things , like burning of brides and dowry. Did you know in India, the bride has to give like stuff to the groom and his family, then they can get married? But wait, the dowry does not stop at marriage, after the couple gets married, the groom and the groom's family can still demand stuff from the bride's family. And some of the groom's in india are just plain disgusting, if they dont get what they want, they will burn the wife. Yes burn with fire. And they always say the same thing, cooking accident.

Yeah after that i went home to wrap the xmas presents. Rushed here and rushed there, then rushed to clementi mrt to meet jerome, went down to watch a fsw match. Which at firs was really awkard. But after a while, it was really nice, cause i knew almost everyone, and it was nice watching the fsw play again. It felt like fairifield days again, where people would go to the main field and watch the team play. I remember Mr lee always watching from the sky bridge. Hahah good old days.

yeah after that , rushed down to church again for cell, it was normal i guess, a few jokes here and there, but yeah... After that went to holland for dinner. lol then dailyscoops for icecream. The whole ocean packed the place.

Sunday: Went to church early, but still got marked down by the leader for being late.Which is fair. Lol i like the way he said that he was being serious. Sermon was good, i liked the jump 5 song, im trying to find it. If you find it tell me, I want it. Oh yeah and cause of jump5, im strating to remember all the old songs that i use to listen too, like from back street boys and a teens and like timon and puma, you can check out the video below.

Oh wait and i played soccer on sunday too. and had lunch with the cell, and cards too.

Yeah and now is mon, school is the same. Ihave to study for thur's test. Goodbye.

dad 5th jan 2010

2010-01-05T19:51:00.001+08:00

okok im still sick, but im going to get down and blog

right now there are like two girls looking at the atlas like for the first time lol cause they dont know where and how to pronouce places like Peru and Moscow. Im not trying to say that im very good at geography but rather its stuff like this im very thankfull for my dad. All those times he would call me away from playing the computer and doing my homework, just to go down and watch some documentary or the news. Later he would then ask me to find the place on the atlas. ( He still has his atlas, he used from his secondary school days) In the past and even now i would grumble and be very negative when he ask me to do such things. But what the bible says is very true when it says in

Ephesians chapter 6 verse 1:
Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right.

well ofcourse there are other verses in the Bible that cover the loophole that we have to discern what our parents say also cause they arent always right. Oh and also as kids we dont know much so i believe that we should obey our parents, i like to believe that most parents care for their kids.

Yeah so anyway, im glad that even though i grumbled, i still listened to what my dad had to teach me. Its quite sad that my brothers cannot notice the good things that my dad has maybe unintentionally taught us, cause they always focus on the bad things that my dad has done. Im sure that my dad isnt the best dad in the world, im quite sure he isnt the worst also. He maybe full of pride and strong headed but im thankfull that he is still my dad. Its cause of him that im the way i am today. Thats why i find it quite sad when my friends have family problems or relationship problems with their parents. I do understand that sometimes their parents may not be doing their job, but it doesnt mean we as children should just fight back or hold a grudge.

As Sun Tze once said that sometimes the best way to win a war is not to fight.

Lol forgive me eariler in the afternoon i was watching a documentary on the history channel with my vampire brother.

BLOODY HELL i need to watch a movie. AVATER AND SHERLOCK HOLMES.

crud and i think im not going to have any money left by the end of this week.

ok back to my father, yeah so just pray and hope that one day my brothers can see what i see about my dad. Yes he has done his wrongs but he has also done good. His way of caring maybe old fashion but some part of him still cares.

ok now on to the pri one class outing. That happen while the churchies was atthe sec 1orentiationcamp.Aiya i missed out so much while i was away in Korea. No regrets though, Korea was AMAZING. I cant always have the best of both worlds.

Yeah so anyway the pri one class outing was really fun and really cool. I mean you meet up with people you havent met for about more than 10 years and see how they all have changed and telling each other what they remembered. yeah so it was fun, took pictures and did some funny stuff. Hope that this wont be the last time.

Ok i dont think i shall blog about korea cause it seriously is too much to blog about. Ill blog about it another day. Oh and i have no internet at home cause my house is under renvoation

ok need to shit. and im in school ok bb

soccer the only known cure to man kind

2010-01-04T12:44:00.000+08:00

agrh... so many things has happen hwne i was away. But korea was fun though...

crud now im sick.

ill update more about the match, korea and the pri 1 gathering oh and new creation too later.

I NEED SOCCER TO CURE ME.

NEW YEAR POST 1 jan 2010

2010-01-01T12:04:00.002+08:00

hello first post in the new year. Happy new year everyone. So many things happen while i was away

1) love lives having more drama mama

2) Man city manager getting sacked

3) Dailyscoops caught fire

and the list goes on.. my word. I miss singapore. Ok i shall blog when i get back.

downdates 12 dec 2009

2009-12-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

ok so just an update on my life. Its the exams period, so im busy studying for my exams. I WANT TO PLAY SOCCER. i havent played soccer in such a long time. I choose not to play soccer on thur with caleb and the rest.

Oh and today 13 dec, I took my pmkt paper. It was alright i guess. Im glad i didnt pon it. It wasnt that hard like what people said it was. There was one question that i didnt know how to do, cause i didnt understand what the question wanted.

Things in Church are going fine also i guess. The training sessions to equip us with the the right materials and skills needed to educate and mentor the sec 1s. This is one of the things im quite looking forward too. I think that helping the sec1s will help me grow as a christian too.

The cell group problem about bonding i think its getting better, we have more outings as a cell, i guess cause everyone knows that about the problem and they all wish to bond. I hope things turn out for the better. Actually im quite sure things will become better, cause God will make things better. But is God's better what i think is better?

Yeah so all in all, my life is good except for the fact that im not playing enough soccer, i dont have much discipline to sit down and study and also i want to make my walk with God better. ill tell you more when i see you jerome.

church camp 5-8 dec 2009

2009-12-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

CHURCH CAMP ROCKED

I pretty glad i went to church camp and ponned friday and mon's school.

Day 1: the bus ride was quite fun, sat with edmund, my bag filled with goodies prepared for the long bus ride. Like manager weekly. very good. errr what else did we do on the bus, a lot of sleeping too. I think it was like a 5 hour drive. We only reached malayasia around 9pm dam ok i need to study i shall contiune this tmr.

Ok its not tmr but rather i think like 2 days later.

Ok so anyway back to day 1. Yeah the hotel that we stayed in was really nice. It was right next to a shopping centre, i think it was a 5 star hotel, looked mroe like a 4 star hotel. Ok dam i dont have the mood to blog, i feel like studying. Ill be back.

ok im back. Well errr you can go to alden's blog for some insight, i feel the same way as alden.

Yeah the church camp bascially strengthen my faith. It was really refreshing. The workshop that was about your calling in life was totally sent by God. I just had to go and thank the speaker after the workshop. his name is liang wei. I think ill remember that name for life. Really impactfull and yet so simple. I really have to go get the notes from YY.

Other then that, i got closer to the poly gang. The first steps of bonding and strengthening the cell has been done in the camp.

So all in all camp has been really good. Food was Good. The picture are on fb.

chaves 8 dec 2009

2009-12-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

Ok today was kind of interesing
Woke up, was late a little late for bcomm. I didnt feel like going to school cause i was still in church camp mood.
I went to school, did the normal stuff, i didnt learn anything in lecture.

oh then went to go for pep.

grace suddenly out of the blue came and stopped by.

catched up with her a bit. Then stephanie came, played memory game with the both of them

luke came and taught us the candy cane story.then we went to do ce. Errr was really quite demoralising. Even though i was the so called the eldest there. I couldnt lead. sigh... then i was just praying to God, cause i prayed before doing ce. That even though i know im not strong enough, i prayed that he will help and strength me and also open the hearts of the men that we were to share too. But in the end. We were turned down quite a number of times, and couldnt find anyone, and the only person we shared to, i couldnt really go on.

So after pep, i went prayed about it as i was walking, like asking why it happened and at the same time at the back of my head, i knew that God will provide so i shouldnt be so demoralised over what had happen. And as i was thinking. Somone offered to give me a hug. Amazing. I was reminded that its ok, God loves me, God will provide for me, i have nothing to worry. Thanks God.

goodnight, ill blog about church camp tmr

spikey the kitchen guardian

2009-12-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

my goodness. Thank you hg for allowing me to be a girl for a few minutes.

Today i felt what it is like to be a girl blog shopping. And i must say its no fun, seeing a lot of things you want and you cant buy. I dont know how you girls can stand it. I take my hat off you.

Ok goodnight world.

good holly molly 30 nov 2009

2009-12-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

ok its time i updated my blog.

caleb: you coped my song. lol and thanks for the blog post

sex god: lol how do you know that?

ok well anyway, church camp is coming up. Cant wait. Action packed week again. I love action packed weeks. ok lets see what is up for the week

mon: Today was normal. My mom was chasing me out of the house. Had two kit kats for breakfast, didnt really listen much for AAA. Sharing during pep was good. I have to write down what i said. I find grace

frustrating. not grace grace, but God's grace. Well im the kind of person who believes in justice and fairness and all that. So when i do something wrong, im thankfull that God forgave me of my sins. But at the sametime

i dont like the fact, that i get away free without doing anything without going through a trial or anything. At the sametime i know that no matter what i do i can never cover up my own sins.

And it sucks feeling soo weak. AND AT THE SAMETIME God has already covered this sin of pride and wanting to do things my way. Lol my mind works very logically, i lie on my bed thinking about stuff. which i know many people do.lol well i know whats the lesson that i learnt for the this period that God has taught

me. Why Christ must die for us and why cant God just create us as mindless robots. Its cause he gave us free will, and redemption is better then forcing us. Through redemption, you will then know what you are saved from. Im still not sure what it means to be grace conscious. I guess like part of it is knowning what kind shit you were saved from. And there is a way out of all this shit. Cause i have learnt that the end of the day, it comes back to man cant do it by himself.

Its like doing math sums and no matter how you change the equations you still get the same answer. God. Haha i dont feel frustrated now. good.

tue: i have to lead pep again. Hmmm things are going abit bad in yfc. ok my eyes hurt.goodnight

oh and i colour my blog so its easier for you to read. Yes you goodnight.
dam its december already.

2009-11-25T01:28:00.001+08:00

sigh... my dad doesnt believe in heaven or hell

christmas stuff

2009-11-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

well the week has been really good i guess.

Lets start with drama. Oooo i love drama mama.

Put in a lot of effort and hours of watching tv shows like big bang theory and how i met your mom to come up with a good play script. Well the main story line was that this couple had problems and somehow this vist from the husband's indian business partner helped them solve it.

And yes the teacher liked the performance so i can feel and A coming.

Right now, there is another group production of 9 memebers involving and hostel and a group of international students. We have to present it in the library next thursday. Guess practice is going to be fun. Got to meet up a couple of times.

Oh and i have e learning next week, how wonderfull.
Oh and if my planner tells me correctly edmund ends his papers tmr. Good luck edmund if you are reading this. Hold on let me play some christian music. ok there much better

Yeah so thas all for drama. I wish someone recorded it so i can put it in my time capsule. And play it all those years later. sigh.... you know the girl who sang hosanna, she has such a lovely voice.

Ok next

william: Yeah tue i think i went to the library with benel and marcus to do some research. For me it was about drama and poetry. Yeah then after that went to heng guang's house to get the big bang theory.

At heng guang's house. Got the stuff and well william was there. Glad he hasnt changed. Still as horny as ever. And a very nice and fun guy. I guess if i was my brother's age, i would be hanging out with him. Fairsians are such a nice bunch. Hg's parents totally treat him liek the 3rd son. Oh wait let me rank them in order

Bing hui is the first born, 2nd is hg and last is william. In terms of who acts like who i would say.

And well big bang theory is nice but how i met your mom is nicer. big bang theory is like more of those who like the whole nerd meets hot chick and end up together that kind of thing. I guess american tv people are quite good. They make shows for everyone. The rich, the nerds, the jocks, everyone. Although their society is a bit messed up.

yeah but good tv shows. Korean ones arent that bad too. Soon im going to start taking my mom's korean cds. Oh and im going korea for the holidays both a good and bad thing. IM GOING TO SEE SNOW. and ski. Sking is cool.

Yeah so other then transfering the stuff. William decided to use fb for what i think certain people in our society use it for. Checking out girls. Is that the reason why girls cam whore? My goodness even guys do it now. *cough* alden* cough* lol just kidding i think it is perfectly fine, capturing all those wonderfull memories.

Yeah so william asked us to name the hottest girl in each class for our year. I must say it was good fun. I like being a boy, its way better then being a girl. Im saying that theoritcally, cause i have never been a girl before. I think my dad is going overseas.

Sheeba fit article.

Ok and what is the last thing. Ahhh yes the flooding of np. lol i love this, i love np. I want to buy that i love np shirt and put a picture of a nut behind it. And it was like everywhere in np was flooding, the canteen and student studying area, even our lecture halls are screwed. lol

ok that is what is happening in my world.

flame on 16 nov 2009

2009-11-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

lol how fun and much better ( it would seem) If i can turn the fire on and off as a i please.

Ok seems like this week will an action packed week.
Oh and i realise church camp is going to be like real soon, cant wait for it. Seems like the whole cell is going which is really good.
Ok lets see what i have for this week. I have yfc stuff, lots of visting and other stuff to do.
And there is the drama skit/ playscript on thur. Which i need wait no. I know God will help me for that.
I liked how deborah looked at sin today in cell. Sin is anything we place above God or place in the position of God.

AND I LOVE MY BOXER SHORTS.

Yeah so like how pride is like puting your own works and strength above God, no faith. YUP.

ok what else, yeah back tot he drama thing. Have to start spamming drama shows. Anything to do with love and indians. Even though i feel like watching super natural now.

Ok thats all.

Oh wait another question. A good one too that got me thinking from ken.
What would be a good christmas present that you will give Jesus.
I shall reflect that on my bed goodnight. My eyes hurt.

its never too late. 14 nov 2009

2009-11-14T23:38:00.001+08:00

Lol i found this when i wanted help.

I love the library.

Books are full of wonders

lol? sakae resturant owners beware.

( and yes, the waiters like you thought i was going to eat all that)

Spike has been very greedy. sigh... he doesnt go heaven when he dies.

I love the rock version of apologise. Credit goes to leroy.

Oh and i see alden is back with his updates from the soccer world thats great.

dan: Lol yeah i love the little boy too. How are your papers?

Well i had many things that i want to blog about. Like how holick bing is the new teh bing lol.

My goodness its so different how my parents handled me during o lvls and edward during o lvls. I guess its cause im more open.

Dam i hate it when singapore gives me this problem. You know how singapore has been different kinds of food, like malay, chinese, indian and my favourite japanese. And speaking on indian, I have to come up with a playscript which involves a couple( oj let me tell you the background story)

1) man wants kids but woman wants to not have kids cause she wants a career. So man takes one

2) Man doesnt want maid, woman wants. She clears man's shit every night even though she works so hard in the day. woman takes one

3) Before their wedding

woman sacrificed her family. To be with a poor man, she cut ties off with her family.

Man also sacrificed, he had no money. He knew his wife to be was from a rich background so he worked a night job, and the wife thought he was out with his friends and didnt want to spend time with her.

The first two problems are underlying tension/ problems between them

The third one is an issue they both didnt know. So like man thinks that he is scarficing more to woman and vice versa. When in fact both of them actually love each other very much. Just lack of communication.

Ok the problem now is me. Im the not so sensitive joker indian business partner all the way from mumbia. And im suppose to invoke and spark and bring out all this tension. Yeah if you have any ideas on how i can bring out these problems. You can just like tell me. lol

I need to watch more russel peters and love comdies.

dam i still have to choose my year 3 option.

work in progress 5 nov 2009

2009-11-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

dam i need to write a poem

Do the poem presentation outline and stuff

AGRH.... I NEED TO WRITE A POEM ABOUT A FARMER.

I so need inspiration.

ok time to pray shower and write a master piece

goodnight

shorty right there 2 nov 2009

2009-11-02T16:03:00.002+08:00

life is the same. Same old lessons.

Well actually i like the lessons. I think i learn something.

But not sure if i want to go into this line of work.

I really dont know what i want to do in life.

But i know God will show me a way.

ok thats all i have to say.

I hope your life is good.

When i have something good to blog about ill blog about it.

Oh how i met your mom is a good show. I love the creators.

italian dealer 31 oct 2009

2009-11-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

sigh... it pains me to say this but im not going to watch anymore liverpool matches until rafa gets sack.

SCREW YOU RAFA.

you can call me a not true liverpool fan.

But i believe a fan wants the best for the team. And rafa isnt the best for the team.

All the mistakes he has made has out weighed the good he has done. His tatic are only limited to one of games. Which is why liverpool is knockout competition squad.

The buys he has made. Seriously.

I think rafa has made some good buys and has done some good things for the club. But for the better of the club, i think its time he goes. He has been like atleast 4 years at the club already. Thats more then enough time for a manager needs to build up a team.

I hope the Dubai people buy our the club and get mourinho or something. sigh....

I think the liverpool fans have stuck by rafa long enough. Rafa has not repaid their trust. And most liverpool fans believe that the root of the problem for most liverpool's problems is actually rafa and not the club's owners.

sigh... disgusted honestly.

AGRH..........

ok on to better stuff.

Sam's party was really fun. Had lots of fun. And spaced out a few times too.

Playing dealer was fun. Rigging the deck and everything. And giving the gay accent.

ok its like 2am need to sleep cause there is church tmr.

drama mama 30 oct 2009

2009-10-30T01:03:00.001+08:00

i love that little boy in the video down there.

Bloody hell basket balls which arsenal fan tagged 2-1 must be mok.

Lol yeah i expected arsenal to win.

Ahhh well soccer. Yes is a big part of my life.

I think im growing taller.

I sure can jump higher now.

NEED A GAME that i can play by myeslf.

And had drama and poetry class today. I love that class. But dam the teacher didnt like my poem today. And its a 15 percent of my final grade assignment. Well atleast i have one more week to beef it up.
And i cant wait for drama. Love it. SCREEN PLAY WRITING. whooo hooo.

ok goodnight people its 1 am.

noooo thats just ignorant

2009-10-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

Haha school is ok. I wont say its that fun either.
Errrr liverpool won manu. Leroy asked me why do i support liverpool. Im not sure. I guess i like the passion and heart that the club tries to potray.

Mon: went to school. My mom is really surprised that i can get to school on time even though i wake up at 830. Errr normal stuff just went to lecture

Tue: Same thing

Great i have nothing to blog about again.

Tag board replies:

Im serious who are you? Cause i thought i knew who you were but it turns out it wasnt who i thought it was. Dam now i have a stalker on my hands lol.

Jerome: WEll its very simple first you have to calculate the number of gummy bears that fall from the sky on the eve of christmas on the year 1403. Once you have found that you take that number and buy that many crystals of salt from the witch doctor living in tock guan road. You then go to the swiss alps and find the snowman who lives on the moutain facing the direction of applo's shrine. You then ask him for the secret documents of prince james the 4th. You take the documents draw your face on it, sprinkle the salt you have found and your drawing becomes animated.

The day a manure walked alone

2009-10-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

ahhh like my new pic.

i like it

i love God.

Goodnight

Ill blog more often

i love soccer oct 13 2009

2009-10-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

ahhh soccer was fun today. i want to play again tmr.

jennifer 12 oct 2009

2009-10-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

how do i know this pretty girl you ask. Lets call her jennifer or jenny. which ever you prefer. She looks like a jenny. lol

well i know all those things cause im a ninja and i spy on her every night?

lol people think im psychic, the truth is im just observent. lol i didnt say that. Thats what the mentalist would say. i shall go watch that. Hg do you have?

well yeah i know all these things cause last time everyday. I will wait for the bus to go to school and so will 15 other kids. Yeah and considering that 74 takes like 40 mins to come. You get to see a lot of students. So thats how i know so much about her.

You can know many things if you just sit look and listen.

ok goodnight. Got to wake up early tmr

life rocks 11 oct 2009

2009-10-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

sigh today soccer wasnt that great.

my ankle hurts

well the day started well.

you know you are going to have a good day when

1) two people wave to you in the mornin

2) there is no rain

3) you missed stepping on the pile of shit and another pile of vomit

4) when you meet a pretty girl at the bus stop, takes the same bus and mrt as you.

who is a christian
lives one block away from me
has two younger brothers
wears braces
and has long hair

5) when GOD reaffirms you in church

6) you have a good time in cell

7) when the student you taught scored a 44.5 upon 50 for his mock exam

yeah my day went well. Except for soccer. Soccer 3 days in a row should be a good thing. haha today was just not very nice. But overall im very happy.

and quite sleepy i must add.

goodnight.

300th post 8 oct 2009

2009-10-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

aiya nothing much to blog about today. Went to play soccer at telok balangah then at anfield then talk to gab for a while. lol i just sumed up my day in one sentence.

Is there anything i want to say?

Korea looks good?

wonder girls 7 oct 2009

2009-10-07T02:00:00.000+08:00

BLOODY HELL MY BROTHER STOLE MY GRAPE JUICE.

lol dont worry im not actually that angry. I have a good brother. I can take anything from him and he can take anything from me. As long as he gives it back that is.

Life has been great for me. How about you?

Hi leroy. Soccer tmr? or today should i say.

Hurry up 6 oct 2009

2009-10-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

jerome says i should change my blog skin. OK i will. But its going to take a while cause there will be a lot of things that i will have to shift to. Its like moving house.

Ahhh today was a good day, just relaxing for one day.

Ok recently a few friends have talked to me. I have to make it a point to remember to talk to them.

liverpool lost to chelsea 2nil. I wonder when aqualinai is coming.

bring it back down 5 oct 2009

2009-10-04T18:37:00.002+08:00

Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek His will in all you do and He will show you which path to take. Proverbs 3:5-6

I read that when i came home, My ODJ was on the table. 5 mins i went to talk to my mom about my grades. I was very lost when she came to talk to me. Yeah then i remebered this. The power of remebering verses.

Just want to talk about some stuff before the chelsea liverpool match.

1) Ris low beauty pagent thingy: Well yeah her english isnt that great. I think singaporeans should support their fellow singaporeans. I agree that she is quite bad. So the question should be asked is not whether she should be representing singapore or not. Rather it should be asked how did she get chosen, who chose her in the first place and why?

2) On the epl matches bought buy singtel: Sigh... i think many singaporean football fans do agree that the one who suffer are the fans themselves. Well for me, i have told my mom to just dont buy either from singtel or starhub. My family will just contiune watching for starhub without the sports package. I dont want to be pushed around by starhub or singtel. And to my horror i found out it was starhub's fault that caused this problem.

Well actually both did it, but starhub was really stupid. Starhub and espn were partners so when starhub won the rights to telecast this year. Espn thought that it would be incharge of broadcasting and planning the programme and everything. But no starhub had to go and tell them to shooo and bring in the other guy. I prefer john dykes myself. I love watching football focus. One of my favourite tv shows.

Well anyway so then espn went over to singtel. Starhub. Fools. Now you have lost F1 soccer and tennis. Fools.

ahhh well i just hope that the singapore government can just come up with like monopoly or something.

ok goodnight. I hope next week will be just as action packed as this week's

Thank you Lord 1 Oct 2009

2009-10-01T00:41:00.003+08:00

i thank God for my christian friends
i thank God for my friends
i thank God for teh bing
i thank God for good music
i thank God for coke
i thank God for soccer
i thank God for my dad
i thank God for my mom
i thank God for courage
i thank God for torres
i thank God for my 2nd brother
i thank God for my 3rd brother
i thank God for light blubs
i thank God for Thomas Edison
i thank God for phones
i thank God for gerrard
i thank God for carragher
i thank God for Grace
i thank God for Peace
i thank God for Joy
i thank God for Life
i thank God for Love
i thank God for Christ
i thank God for God.

YFC 29 sept 2009

2009-09-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

the observer is right and wrong. the observer is hg btw. Thank you for all your kind words of encouragement. Like what says hg its not about waking up. Its about the attiude. Something i have to solve in the end by myself and God.

You can bring a donkey to the water, but if the donkey doesnt want to drink the water, thats another thing.

Dan: Hi, i still read your blog too btw, even though you dont update much.

The observer: Its time to stop hiding behind a mask

The observer's observer: Im glad the obeserver has an observer. And a pretty good one i might add.

Alden: Thanks for trying. But im the donkey in this case.

cousin: lol all you need to know about the individual analysis is that you did well. Im glad to have someone like you in the same team as me.

Dickson: Lol ill explain it to you tmr when im in school. And good to know you are in the same class as me.

leroy: thanks for offering, but waking up is not my problem. appericate the help though. spelling is a problem though.

Everyday you learn something new and this is what i learnt to day:
I like yfc and im not quiting anytime soon. haha.

Yfc stands for youth for christ if you dont know what it stands for.

Observer and grace 27 sept 2009

2009-09-27T22:06:00.004+08:00

haha i love this. Thank you observer. lol i felt hatred at first then i smiled when i saw your comment. Nice to know people care. And you sure have some balls. Lol i meant everything except the last one. Yeah I have this problem. Its called oversleeping, ill disciplined and lazy. I hate it and love it.

And this isnt the first time i didnt turn up in church. Everytime i will set my alarm clock at 8am, Then i will wake up, and then i dont feel like going and tell myself, its ok... just go for cell its ok.

omg i cant believe this. im learning grace. IM FEELING GRACE. lol i know all of you out there who know grace as in the person grace will be laughing at this. But my goodness, im in awe now.

Everytime i hear and read about grace from the books, or jerome and caleb's blog i dont get it.I dont see what they see. I dont feel what they feel. But i think im starting to realise what this is all about now. And why everything is sooo amazing, its like opening your eyes for the first time and seeing the whole world. Im seeing the whole word in a new light now.

You know there were times I asked God about grace. yes thank you lord for answering my prayers. Wahhh now i know why they are so fevour about this.

Ok this is how my day went and you can see why i see grace and feel it.

i didnt go church in the morning, i havent been going for like 3 weeks i think.

Today, instead of playing, i helped someone with their studies and helped one guy hold a lift so that he can unload all his heavy things and i helped an aunty to push her carts back into her shop. I didnt jay walk, i helped my mom with the shopping, i bought my dad lunch.

I did so many good things today, but i still am a sinner, im still lazy, im still ill discpline, im still bad cause i didnt go church today. I can do like 10000 billion good things, but just because i did one thing wrong, im still unpure. I wanted to do something yet i still fail. I wanted to go church, yet i didnt, i will fall so many times in my life, how can i ever go heaven like this.This is where grace comes in. I finally get it. my goodness, I love life,

I LOVE GOD. I love the fact that life is like a journey, its like a treasure hunt. You slowly get the pieces and you piece them together and you finally get the whole picture and you say to yourself

wow.

I thank God for you observer. you were used by God. glad to know that God can use anything and everything even something evil. Im finally seeing something. A small glimpse. haha. It was just a simple day. And God used it. Nothing big happened. Amazing.

so thats what i did today. I hope your day was just as magical.

the force is strong oooooo

2009-09-27T00:46:00.003+08:00

This is what i found in my bathroom one day. While showering. haha freaky? i just stood there and smiled. Talk about God being near and his presence haha. lol when i saw that. I could tell he was telling me: Alex im watching you and giving me that two finger flippy thingy. lol

Yeah now every morning and every night im reminded that God watches over me.

Well over these few days. I have learnt a few ways not to use God's name in vain.

ok church tmr. I have to wake up early. yes and i want to.

balance 26 sept 2009

2009-09-26T14:07:00.003+08:00

lol i seee being a christian like being green lantern.
Without the ring, green lantern is nothing.
Just like how christians are nothing without christ

Saving the world, one soul at the time. haha

balance. ok and im off

24 sept 2009

2009-09-24T13:05:00.004+08:00

yeah i havent been blogging in a while. Well its cause a blog is a good place to find out things about a person. And i dont want some things to be found out about me. Well on a lighter note.

I found out a few other people do read my blog. Good to know.

To all the manu fans, that was one swashbucking match. I really enjoyed it, watching from a neutral's point of view. Was especially happy for giggs, like him a lot.

I think my walk with God has gone stronger, polyserve helped me a lot.

well actually if you want to find out about someone you should just go talk to them thats the best.

YEAR ONE 15 sept 2009

2009-09-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

ok so lets see what happen the past few days.

sunday: Anfield vs golfish. ( full analysis)

well it was a win but i didnt feel like it was win. Ok more on the details of the game first. started with a 424 formation. that didnt go well i do admit, im to blame for that. Then after that switch to a 433 and brought on the best team that we could have field. Midfield did really good in defending, defense too. It didnt feel like a win cause we didnt preform to the best of our abilities. I dont mind losing as long as my teams preforms. I had a few talks with people about the game and ill share to you what i shared to them. After i have said finish the indivual perfromances.

Well it also didnt feel like a win cause jerome did all the work. He created for himself and scored himself both the goals. One was lucky the other out of thin air. Ofcourse the defensive part of the midfield did fine. But i felt the ball wasnt passed as much as i would have liked to daniel's feet. Therefore the team lacked the creativity to unlock the defence.

And the other team had a few clear chances to score which luckly they didnt take. The opposition also didnt have two key players. So these are the reasons why i felt it wasnt a win. Like i told to mund. it was a defeat for them but not a win for us. It was more of a test.

well atleast now we know what to do and how to improve like as a centre midfielder you know where to stand and what your defensive duties are. A few good things is that, deric makes a very good utility player. the rest i shallnt say.

I know our attack tried to attack to their best but soccer is a team game. they need to attack together.

I had a good time talking about the match with caleb and edmund. And also about my own struggles as a soccer player. Edmund: Mok and alden has international duty. lol.

well yeah it was good talking with them. Soccer is more then just a game its a way of life. haha.

Ok another interesting thing that happen to me on the mrt on mon, was that i was sitting on the train and the grand aunty that was sitting beside me looked at my handphone and saw that i was playing worms on it. So she started asking me about my phone and comparing it with her phone, telling me about how good her phone was and how i should be buying a phone casing for my phone. Haha its nice that people just come up to me and talk to me like im their friend or something.

You are what you are based on whatever you eat. I better start eating the right food.

Oh and im thinking about getting baptised. ok thats all for now. I have downloaded finish year one im going to watch it now.

times are changing 13 sept 2009

2009-09-13T01:50:00.003+08:00

ok i havent been blogging for a while. yfc has been great this one week. Tmr is the first match against another team for anfield. I hope we do well. ok lets just pen down what happen during the week for memory sake. I know the future alex would want to the past alex to have written down lots and lots of stuff with detailed discriptions about my past events.

manu is playing now, scholes is off 2nd yellow for bad tackling. he is 35 but still doesnt know how to tackle. lol i like.

mon: yfc had a good time knowing new people and getting to know the others better.

tue: yfc, then i went for soccer, it was fun.

wed: yfc

thur: i cant remember what i did. oh now i do. in the morning went to jurng point with john to watch g force. i felt it was ok. not that worth the money. So many nice movies out now. I want to watch beth cooper, gamer and district 9 and 9 too. oh and then in the night, i went t this pool compeition to ref. 9 ball pool. Yeah it was tiring. Being a ref is one of the dirtiest jobs in the world. Dirty being that it sux big time. Most of the time you dont get the credit due deserved. Thats why i like when the commentors praise the refrees. And being a ref is tiring, you have to be sharp and awake all the time and make split sec decisions always.

friday: Had soccer on that day. It was interesting i would say. Sigh... alot of things are changing in soccer, ofcourse some are not for the best. Which i dislike. Confidence. I like that word. hmmm now i cant wait to play soccer. No not tmr. Tmr i want to manage. Tatics are another interesting part of the game.

sigh... i need to find something to do when im online. like a game or something. I KNOW HOW ABOUT GUNBOUND. ok. and its 2am so goodnight.

cell frames 7 sept 2009

2009-09-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

lol ok im going to shower and come back and blog. so hold on. aiya my mom is using the bathroom.

oh and my other bathroom is spolit to i cant use that one.

ok so tmr is going to be a nice action packed day for me.

Sunday: well today was quite good on the whole i guess. Alden is flying off tmr so all the best alden. Dont worry we will have more scandals for you. So woke up. went to holland v to get the photo frame. Chose a nice sleek leather frame. ken did a great job with the photo. And we did everything under the tables during cell.

errr after that went to clementi for lunch. Agrh... sometimes having too many choices becomes irrating. Yeah after that went to alden's house to watch gundam. Or rather to watch mund watch gundam. Well im starting to watch gundam too. Gundam seed rather.

ok stuff to do tmr

1) yfc
2) bring john to saf
3) fix my com
4)watch gundam
5) find a field.

ok its going to be action packed. I dont like the english version of wonder girls nobody but you. And it seriously sux not having you computer. Lousy msn. Lousy ram. No music to listen to. And my mom's screen is too small. And i like shakria's she wolf song. Yes i know im werid and proud of it.

Ok mund dont worry ill make the anfield blog. time to find a nice skin

blogging 6 SEPT 2009

2009-09-05T23:24:00.003+08:00

ok i know i havent blogged in a while cause my laptop is down. im currently using my mom's one and its taking quite a while to get use to.

Errr school has finished, the holidays has started. you know how when the exam period is here, everything seems like fun. But when exams are over everything seems boring. Oh and my cash supply is running out fast. There must be a leaky pipe somewhere. AND MILA TOTALLY ROCKS

Its like 10 times better then fml. I actually laugh more then on fml. And sometimes the things on fml is just plain sad.

I love this one from mila:Today I turned 11. I did not receive a letter from Hogwarts. MLIA

lol good to know there are people like that in the world.

so today was sat. Errr there was suppose to be jamming in the morning. so i woke up like 7am and i slept at like 1 last night. I watch distractions every night at my grandma's place. Yeah in the end i didnt go for jamming. And yeah spent the whole day with my family. Played arcade with my brothers. I think one of the reasons why i never liked playing in the arcade was that for edward and i. Our type of fun was tv, board games, books, sports. I played my first non-putt putt game when i was in sec 1.

lol mila is soo funny it has so many harry potter related stuff inside like this: Today, I set up a voice password on my laptop. Now I can only get on it when I say "I solemnly swear that I am up to no good" and log off when I say "Mischief managed". MLIA

lol people around the world are just so funny.

Today, I hid in my closet for half an hour to avoid doing chores. When I finally came out and walked out to the kitchen my mom asked me how my trip to Narnia was. MLIA.

HOHOHOH I CANT STOP READING.

ahhh life is good. MILA brightens up my life. WEll my life has been pretty average too. I like average. sometimes. It was fun just having a family day.

Today, I was reading the comments on some FML posts. Every FML had at least one comment about how fake it was. I like that we are much nicer here and we prefer to believe that we live in a world where strangers are nice and everyone is a Harry Potter fan. MLIA

i have to agree with you. I stopped going to FML because it only makes me feel depressed, and then I found this website and it's so much happier and makes you look at the world differently.

lol i totally agree with this guy on MILA. i love the harry potter jokes.

OK well tmr is church and i have to get something done before going to church so i have to wake up early. Time now is 12 30 and I LOVE HARRY POTTER.

lake house 26 august 2009

2009-08-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

wow i just watched the movie, the lake house. IT WAS AMAZING. i love love stories. ahhh sooo heart warming. Sandra is like one of the best actress ever. ok i have nothing else to say except i want to go and study bb.

mad hatter 24august 2009

2009-08-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

ok i guess i better get started on studying. its going to be a long night. goodnight.

23 august 2009

2009-08-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

ok study. i have a few more chapters to go. I can do this. I need to relax first though. Ill start at 1030. Ill go watch gg first.

nothing much to blog about. Cause i havent done much.

Fmgt i need help. Crud.

This is gay.

I have nothing to type, but i want to type.

oh let me go check my weight. dam it. still the same.

little boots 23 august 2009

2009-08-23T01:37:00.002+08:00

so whats the top 4 requirement this year? yes it is to score more then 4 goals in one match. And apparently our favourite teams chelsea and man city hasnt done that. so sad.

ahhh crud.

studying last min sux

i hate this vicious cycle of poly. its gay and when did studying become this hard for me. After that pressure is gone from the teachers in fairfield i go bust.

GREAT...

vicious cycle poly= 1) no need to study, no need to do tutorials, play soccer
2) last min study, cramp everything
3) holiday play

start over again.

Oh and i agree with jj, when sat comes, fb is full of manu comments. NOTHING BUT MANU COMMENTS.

my goodness.

agrh.. sleepy but i love the songs that are playing on my itunes now. By little boots, new in town and meddle.

by the looks of it the next time i can play soccer is tue. And i have calculated its going to take a non stop studying and a 6 hour sleep for sunday and monday to finish off my work load.

ok ranting.

anfield blog will come up soon and then i can finally stop smsing everyone and organise soccer.

OK goodnight, the sky is a lovely shade of red.

girly eskimos 20 august 2009

2009-08-20T21:46:00.004+08:00

exams start tmr. Commit everything to God i say. He wants you to do well.

Jogged: 3km

breakfast: noodles with fish and vegetables. One big cup of milk tea

Lunch: Big mac meal upsize. (With seaweed fries)

Dinner: Rice with vegetables with meat. (One big cup of ribena)

Snacks: Oh wait half bag of chips. (liverpool match you see)

Current weight: 80kg.

Ok ill research on one job everyday, on this list that was given to me by tickle.com or some site that told me what jobs are good for people of my personality.

OK im an ENFJ person. I find that very accurate. And considering i still dont have a goal job in mind

lets do this list. (This is clearly for my own reference)

Advertising account executive:

Job description:
Advertising account executives act as a link between clients and the advertising agency. They usually report to an account manager and are responsible for the day-to-day running of their clients' campaigns. They liaise between the client and a range of agency staff in order to coordinate the details of advertising campaigns.

Advertising account executives work closely with their clients throughout campaigns, managing administrative and organisational work, and ensuring that this is completed on time and on budget.

Pay: around 7k from what infomation i gather.

My thoughts: stable income, not sure if it is high paying. requires me to both use the logic side of my brain and the public relations side. I have will have a diploma in the right area so good choice for me i guess

ok that was a nice break back to studying

st marg 19 august 2009

2009-08-19T14:13:00.003+08:00

ok i think ill just blog for today, before i start studying. Now the time is 230.

i watched chelsea play until half time. Sunderland were doing a good job holding them off.

Oh and seems like the bench outside my house is used a lot by my neighbours. Especially my neighbour downstairs. This half causian st margaret sec school girl. For sex with her bf i must add.

How do i know?

Last night at 12, my dad made me go and get something from the car.
I walked past and saw them kissing
When i walked back, the guy was pulling up his pants and the girl was half naked.

For all my liking of pretty girls and whatever normal guys with hormones like. I felt disgusted and uninterested and walked away.

Sad how st margaret girls turned out to become since my mom's time. Yeah my mom was in st marg a long time ago. Makes you wonder what fairfield might become when we turn 40.

And i heard other things about st marg girls.

Aquilani hurry up and get fit. Liverpool needs you.

Agrh...rafa... play babel as a striker and give benyuon and riera more starts. I mean real marid wants both of them and you want to but them on the bench. agrh...

death note

2009-08-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

breakfast: noodles with egg with veg with dumplings one big
lunch: nothing
snacks: 10 mark and spencer's gummy sweets
15 pieces of chips
3 glasses of water
dinner: 1 bowl of rice, veg, 7 pieces of fried dumplings

jogged 3.1km
30 situps

agrh... need to make this day productive.
need to create anfield blog
need to lose weight
need to study....
need to spend time with God

sounds jolly good to me. Goodnight.

jogging 13 august 2009

2009-08-13T17:13:00.002+08:00

The anfield team was suppose to jog today. But instead i didnt organise a jogging session cause i felt that i wasnt ready. I think to lead people, you got to earn their respect. How? By getting your hands dirty. I have a lot of bad habits that rubbed off on anfield. Like being punctual. So i decided to jog myself today.

3.1km
60 sit ups

a good start.

So if i want to change anfield, i have to change myself first.

yesterday (wednes 12 august.) a lot of people were late. But i can see why its important for the organiser to be on time even though the rest arent. It sux but thats how it goes sadly.

oh and jogging today was interesting. I agree with mok that in can be boring. But today i found the fun side to jogging. Its just so quiet. Even in my head it was quite. All i was doing was jogging. Its a nice change especially when you are in a country like singapore with all the cars and construction.

i finally appericate jason marz like how alden does. ok gone to meet the koreans

God girls soccer 11august2009

2009-08-11T16:16:00.003+08:00

last week has been good. Im really happy with the progress of the team. One of the best performances by the team in a long time. I can only think of one other time.

Other then that life has been quite the same for me. I guess just mainly thinking a lot on life.

there are mainly three things that revolve around my life.

God girls soccer. well yeah there is studies too. you can put that in.

some stuff that i have thought about.

1) how manu doesnt look as threatening anymore (im saying this from a non bias view)

2) how chelsea look very threatening. I mean just look a their midfield

3)how liverpool might do badly this season

4)how anfield will do in their next match

ok i guess i have nothing to type.

urban shaman

2009-08-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

ahhh i just watched some lonely plant show. It was show casing australia. My goodness its such a lovely place it has like everything. Mountains, the seas, and most of all the food. Its like one of the best places to just go and retire. It would be really cool if i could retire there, just sipping tea and reading the papers. And watching the sun rise.

I think i have come to the point in my life where im taking a lot about what the future holds and all its uncertain. I didnt know canberra was the capital of australia.

ok just an update. Soccer was normal today for me. Other then that, there was the eba presentation but my group has to present next week on wed cause there wasnt enough time.

I cant believe all the snsd girls have gotten plastic surgery.

and all the problems of anfield yet to be solved.